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📍𝐀𝐭𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚 , 𝐆𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐚📍

| 𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲 | 𝟗 : 𝟓𝟔 𝐚𝐦 |

i had woke up with another nightmare i swear these shits are getting the fuck worse each time but it's a coincidence that i had one today and his memorial is today as well

i got up trying to excuse the fact that i got a massive fucking headache and i was feeling overwhelmed then a muthafuhcka

my mom was gonna have a lil get together then i guess everyone was gonna make their way to his grave site and we all visit him

i knew my birthday wasn't gonna be all peaches and cream without him i spent every last birthday with anthony this shit just not fair ta me not fair to all of us

i really didn't wanna be bothered on days like this and my friends know this but yet they still do it

i got up finding an outfit to put on today wasnt a get dressed to impress kinda day it was just throw sumn shit on

i took me a long thoughtful ass shower after i did my hygiene i wrapped myself robe after drying myself brushed ma teeth and went downstairs cus i heard commotion of course i had grabbed my glock ta make sure

" girl put that shit away it's us you know i gotta key ." shawn said peeking from the living room i had went in there everybody got they legs up and sprawled out they all had seemed dress only person that wasn't here was kell which i didn't really give a fuck cus i don't know him

" go put some damn clothes on girl i told you bout being naked around here ." eli said

" boy this her fucking house ." india said

" right i hate his black ass ." ciara said

" man shut up all y'all ." tayon said tuned in the tv

" look i told you her stupid ass was gon go inside the closet ." juji said

i had walked my ass upstairs i put my gun back underneath my bed mattress i lotioned myself up and then got dressed and i looked in the mirror cus i had yet to do that i looked like who the hell did it and why

i had fixed myself up cleaned my face and put some lipgloss on cus i wasn't in the mood for anything else

one thing about me i definitely don't need makeup or nun