MCR x Male reader oneshots

63. Gerard Way

"Some patients aren't allowed near the pond because they might drown others or themselves" he said. "Most of them are in your wing"
"How come I'm allowed with my feet in the water?" I asked, splashing the water with my feet.
"I know you're not crazy"
I smiled hearing his words.

Gerard got up for a moment to talk to one of his coworkers.
I looked down at the water and saw myself.
But soon my face started to get distorted and my eyes turned white.
"They want to fix you" it said. "They think you've completely lost your mind. They're afraid of you. They want you gone"
I looked up and saw the tall shadows standing over me.
"No" I breathed out. "No, no, no, no, no"
I felt arms wrap around me and I snapped out of my episode.

"Y/N" Gerard whispered. "Why are you crying?"
"I'm seeing things" I whispered back. "Horrible things"
"They're not real" their hands pulled me closer to their body. "You're safe, with me"
"Please, never leave me"
He nodded, taking my hand again. "I'll be right beside you"
I felt like all my problems went away in that moment.
All I needed was Gerard's voice to pull me out.
"I think I need medication" I sighed. "You can't always be the one to save me"
"I'll get that sorted out for you" he said.

Soon it was time to go back inside and I did not let go of Gerard's hand.
They were so soft and warm and I never wanted to let go.
"It's time for art" he said.
"Art?" I tilted my head.
"Yeah! You get to draw and paint. I really like art, I'm an artist myself"
"Can I draw with you?"
"Of course you can"

They took me to the art room and we sat down in the corner.
I took a box of crayons and stared drawing.
I felt happy, sitting next to Gerard and doodling on the paper.
He was humming quietly and smiling as he drew.
I got up to get some more paper as someone bumped into me.
The girl looked odd, her eyes bloodshot and wide.
I backed away as she stepped closer to me.
"Your face is too perfect" she mumbled. "How about I make you beautiful?"
She had a sharp pencil on her hand and she raised it to my cheek, pressing down.

"Ashley get away from him!" Gerard snapped. "What have we said about this?"
"No hurting people" she sighed. "To make them beautiful"
She put the pencil down and one of the nurses took her away, most likely to her room.
I was in panic mode, I couldn't move or say anything.
"Y/N?" Gerard asked calmly, taking my hand. "Are you okay?"
"Mhm" I let out in a small voice.
"C'mon, let's go finish our drawings" they took me back to our corner.

We sat down and I just stared at the paper.
"Y/N" Gerard cupped my face, making me look at him. "Darling"
My gaze drifter down to his lips for a split second and then back to his eyes.
He gave me a sweet smile and I smiled too.
I rested my head against his shoulder and hummed.
He stroked my hair softly and I closed my eyes.
"Look at what I made for you"
I opened my eyes back up and Gerard showed me a drawing of us.
"I love it!" I said, hugging him.
"Do you wanna put it up on your wall?"
"Yeah!"

As Gerard was taking me out of the art room one of the nurses stopped him.
"I'll be out in a minute, wait out in the hallway" they said.
I nodded and stepped out into the hallway.
"Way, do you not understand that he is dangerous? He's in the B-wing, for the insane!"
"Y/N is not dangerous. He's just scared and suffering from some level of hallucinations, most likely due to his trauma"
"Whatever you say"
"Listen, I've spent multiple days with him a couple years back, I've been with him for the past 24 hours and I know that he isn't a danger to others or much to himself either, sure he has a history of self harm but that was a couple years ago"
"Of course, sorry for doubting your thinking, Way"

Gerard came to the hallway and took my hand.
"Let's go" they smiled. "You'll have some time in your room to do whatever you want"
I walked a little closer to him.
"Don't worry, I'll be there"
We got to my room and I sat down on my bed.
Gerard put the drawing up on my wall above the bed and sat down next to me.
"What do you wanna do?"
"I'm tired" I yawned.
"But it's only noon"
"Exactly" I threw myself on top of him and relaxed.

He wrapped his arms around me firmly and I rested my head against his chest.
"You're comfy" I mumbled.
"Thank you" he smiled. "You're very huggable"
I nuzzled up against his neck to get more comfy.
I kissed his neck softly and he let out a sigh.
"I'll get you out in a week, I promise"
"And you'll come with me?"
"Once you get out you don't need me"
"Well, the person I lived with sent me here against my will and I hate them so I'll need someone to live with"
"And I'll be that person?"
"Yeah"

Once it was lunch time Gerard took me to the cafeteria.
He took me to sit down and got me some food.
"Eat up" he said. "Please"
"Yes sir" I nodded.
I ate my food as Gerard stood behind me, observing the other patients.
"Good" he pet my head. "Now it's quiet time, in your room quiet for an hour"
"Sleep?"
"If you want to"

We went back to my room and I tackled Gerard onto the bed.
I cuddled up next to him and closed my eyes.
He stroked my hair and scratched my head.
I pushed myself into his touch and he chuckled.

"You're crazy"
"No one will ever love you"
"You need to be fixed"
"You have to be normal"
"Everyone is afraid of you"
"They fear what you did"
"You are your mistakes"
I started crying, not being able to escape the dark void.
I was trembling and sobbing.
"You are dangerous and unstable"
"No!" I screamed. "No!"
Then I heard a voice, an angel, humming calmly.

I opened my eyes and saw Gerard looking at me with concern.
"Y/N" he whispered.
"No, go away, I'm dangerous, unstable, I'm losing my mind" I said. "I am my mistakes"
"Y/N, you know that's not true"
"Do I? Do I know that I am not the monster people think I am?"
"I don't think you're a monster"
"But what if I am?!"
"You're not!"
I stopped seeing his teary eyes.
"Y/N you're NOT a monster! You're NOT dangerous! You're NOT unstable!" He said, clenching his fists. "You are NOT your mistakes"
"I-"
He interrupted me by placing his lips lightly over mine.
"Y/N, I need you to believe me. You are not what people say you are" he caressed my cheek carefully. "You're not crazy"
I started sobbing and he hugged me tightly.

7 days later...

"Y/N I've got your medication, clothes and I signed the papers saying that you're okay to leave" Gerard informed me.
"I can go home?" I yawned. "Today?"
"I'll take you home"
I got up and hugged him, my face buried in the crook of his neck.
"Thank you"
He caressed my back. "It's not a problem, darling"
I let go of him and cupped his face gently.
And then I kissed him.
I placed my other hand on his chest.

Once I pulled away they smiled. "Mhm" a quiet hum came from them.
"I knew from the day I saw you that you were something special" he said. "I wanted to help you more than anything"
"I needed you to save me and that's exactly what you did" I smiled, kissing him again.