My First Thug

THIRTYTHREE.

"Then what is it like?" he asked.

"It's complicated." I said.

"Complicated my axs! Now when did y'all fck?" he asked again.

"Last night." I said holding my head down.

"Wow." he said sitting back on the bed.

I tried to leave but he closed the door and threw my on the bed then climbed on top. He started kissing my neck then my lips.

"Adrian, stop!" I said pushing him off.

I left and went back in the room with Ryan, which was still sleep. I crawled up next to him and wrapped my arms around his neck then fell asleep.

.....two hours later.

"Bae, wanna go get Calí with me?" Ryan asked.

"Yeah." I said getting up.

We went to go get Calí and her momma was still on the same you left me for her stuff.

After we went to the park and Diamond and Kalen was there.

"Hello there little man." I said picking him up.

"We've missed you." Diamond said hugging me.

"I know."

"I'm so sorry that I've missed yo birthday." she said.

"That's okay, I kept her comonay." Ryan said coming up behind me.

"Haha. Diamond this is Ryan, Ryan this is my cousin Diamond." I said introducing them.

"Awe, you have a child?" Diamond asked.

"Yes, this is Calí." he said.

"Awe, how old are you little mama?" Diamond asked.

"I three." she said holding up four fingers again.

And I put one down as usual.

"Well, this is my little man Kalen." she said.

"Yeah, KD's baby mama?" he asked.

"Yeah, that's me. Speaking of KD you know that n*gga took a DNA test on Kalen." she said.

"No, I didn't. When?" I asked.

"That day ummm."

"Yeah." I said.

"What day?" Ryan asked.

"Well, it's nap time from little man. I'll see you later." she said leaving.

"I'll tell you later." I said.

We put Calí in the swing and we pushed her, then they pushed me.

It got dark and we went to Ryan's house. He took Calí a bath and put her in the bed.

"Ms. Noami can you read me a book?" she asked.

"Ummm, sure."

She wanted me to read her Clifford the Big Red Dog. I read it and by the time I was finished she was knocked out.

I turned out the light and tip toed out.

"She's asleep." I said entering Ryan's room.

"Good." he said.

And of course he was just getting out the shower and had a towel wrapped around him.

"Touch my body." he said rubbing on his chest.

"Bruh, you know what?" I said getting in the bed.

He got dressed and laid next to me.

"You going home?" he asked.

"I wanna stay, but I think that'll be disrespectful to Calí, her mom, and your mom." I said.

"I understand but before you go what are we?" he asked.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You know what I mean." he said.

"I don't know. What do you want us to be?" I asked.

"Haha, that's what I asked you." he said.

"I mean, I like what we have now. Its less complicated without a title." I said.

"You right." he said bringing me into a kiss.

I started to rub on his shirtless chest and he stopped.

"I wouldn't do that if I was you." he said.

"Why?"

"Because." he said pointing down.

I looked down and it was poking through his shorts.

"Haha, I'm sorry." I said rubbing it again.

"Nah, you gotta go now." he said pulling me out the bed.

"No, I don't want to." I said.

"Okay, you can stay for a little while longer." He said getting back in the bed.

I turned around and started strolling down my twitter and Ryan's hand was rubbing on my butt. When I looked up he was on Snapchat.

"Wow, really dude?" I said.

He pulled me to him and asked for a kiss and I told him no. Then he tackled me for it.

"This my baby y'all." he said into the camera.

He put down the camera and just looked at me.

"What?" I asked.

"You told me you'll tell me later, its later." he said

I looked down then back up to him.

I explain to him everything that happened. When I told him about KD rapping me, he got upset.

"And did ole dude do anything about it?" he asked.

"He was sent to jail for pistol whopping him." I answered.

"Good." he said.

"That's the time we went out and came back to your house and he was on the porch?" he asked.

"Yeah, because a girl told me they was fcken. So I started doing my own thing." I admitted.

"And I'm glad you did." he said kissing me.

"I want to make a Dubmash." I said.

"Alright, which one?" he asked.

"Little Einstein." I answered.

And I got what I wanted. It's fun hanging around someone that you be yourself around.