She's My Best Friend and I Love Her (girlxgirl)

Chapter 16

"Mali" he wouldnt look at me now what the hell

"Justin just tell me and fucking look at me when you tell me" i yelled at him i was already crying great

 grabbed my wet face and looked at me

"Mali i have to leave"

"I KNEW IT" I tryed to pull away but he just tightend his grip

he grabbed me and pulled me close to him

"im so so sorry its my mothers fault shes sending me off to some boarding school because my stepdad thinks i need to be tought a lesson or whatever i didnt choose this i know you think im running out on you again but ill do what we did in the past we emailed each other its only gonna be a few years if that ok so im not leaving you completely"  thats it thats what got to me

so i lashed out at him

"i dont care why your leaving its the fact that you are leaving and im the last to fucking know about it Im supposed to be your girlfriend!" i screamed in his face and i knew people would hear but i didnt care and from the corner of my eye i saw Ziva and Izzy watching and they looked sad

no i cant think that they still care

"also justin dont email me dont talk to me we tryed that remember it DOESNT WORK plus what if somegirl wants to sext with you or actually have sex with you because i know you like both so you will do them because you are an asshole because you hurt me back then and i guess history does repeat itself and you know what just dont talk to me" i know my words hurt him but what hes doing to me is worse i dont give a damn about what he says

i was crying so hard it was unbelievable but no matter how much i cry i need to get out of here

he kept quiet

"thats what i thought" i said with as much hatred as i could muster up in my bones and ripped my arms away from him

and by now everyone was gone going home or somwhere to celebrate whatever

everyone except Ziva and Izzy who were sitting in there car and i know they are watching

nosy bastards

"dont leave like this" he said as he snatched my arm back

shit

my heart rate started to pick up and i started to hypervenalate

shit

shit

shit

no he wouldnt do anything like that

"justin let me go right now"

"no" right as he said no i knew he wasnt kidding he had this certain tone in his voice that made me shiver

i screamed and frantically flung my arms around trying to break free of his grip

"JUSTIN LET GO OF ME"i screamed

he bent down and whispered in my ear which made my freeze and i felt i wave nausea hit me but nothing came out and i know i was as pale as a ghost

"if you dont shut the fuck up and dont stop moving i will kill you just like i did all those other people"

"wh-what" i was scared because alot of the little things started to make sense now

The way he would always act around blood or cuts or something his eyes always had this look of adoration in them like lust or fasination. Also the way he would obsess of his pocket knives even kitchen knives.