Uggo

Prologue

Maswerte yung beach house sa taas na yun dahil twenty meters yata ang layo niya sa bangin. But I heard from those people who were very familiar of this place that that house was built for three decades ago. Ibig sabihin ay talagang alam ng may-ari na hindi basta-bastang matitinag ang cliff na yun unless kalabanin ng kalikasan.

Nag-iwas ako ng tingin sa beach house sa taas. Malayo naman ako sa cliff kaya hindi ako mababagsakan ng lupa or bato. I tried to take a dip in the water. It's cold. It's still six in evening but it's already cold. Hinubad ko ang two-piece swimsuit ko. Linagay ko yun sa ibabaw ng bato kasama ang black robe na ipantatakip ko mamaya.

I dipped into the water once again without any clothes on. So this was the paradise I'd been longing for, yung kaya kong gawin ang gusto ko. Noong una ay hindi ako komportable na maligo na hubad. Pero narealize ko na ako lang pala ang tao dito. Walang ibang makakakita except nalang kung may tao sa mga beach house.

I floated my body on the water. This place was therapeutic. I wished this won't last forever dahil ayokong iwan ang lugar na'to.

This place was my dominion ever since I moved out from my Daddy's house—I meant he's not literally my father because I just had been with him for years and... he's was a businessman and he's so rich that's why I was with him. I was raised by my mother alone. To clear the fog, it didn't matter kung sino o kanino ako nanggaling o kumapit basta ang mahalaga ay tapos na yun at masaya na ako sa buhay ko.

Magulo ang buhay ko dahil hindi ko alam kung saan ako lulugar ng maayos kaya napili kong mapag-isa.

I graduated alone from college without my parents or any of my family members, dahil sa pagsisikap ko ay nakapag-aral ako. Kaya nakarating ako sa gusto kong marating.

The wind howled like a wild animal. I was carried by the cold body of the ocean. My arms stretched against the rolling wave of water. I liked the serenity of this place. It's so sacred. Kagaya ng ngalan ng isla na ito.

It's so peaceful that I didn't want to get out from this paradise. This place was my safe sanctuary. I moaned as the wave of the sea jerked gently on my body, my nipples slowly rising from the tickling sensation that had splashed. I moved my hand to touch myself down there, tatlong taon na'rin simula noong huli akong nagkaroon ng sex sa ibang lalaki.

Mahilig ako sa one night stand dahil walang halong kahit platonic na relasyon yun basta sa kama lang at kapag tapos na ay hindi ko na nakikita pa ang mga lalaking nakakasama ko sa kama.

Binalik ko ang aking kamay sa tubig para mabalanse ang paglutang ko sa tubig. Masturbating in the water wouldn't help me to get out from this urge to have sex with someone again.

As I relaxed in the water, the only noise I heard came from the wave of the ocean and the air that still wailing along. Until I heard something or someone splashing. Napamulat ako. Akala ko may pating. Wala pa naman akong nabalitaan na may pating dito sa Sacramento.

Tinigil ko ang paglutang sa tubig. Pabalik na sana ako sa dalampasigan nang may humablot sa akin. I made a screeching scream. Bigla akong kinabahan.

"The heck?!"

Someone cussed behind me. Agad akong napatakip sa aking dibdib. Damn I didn't know this could be happen. But he pulled me closer onto his body.

"Damn I thought you're dead!"

My eyes widened. Ako? That 'someone' who happened to pulled me was a man. I didn't know him kaya hindi parin naiibsan ang kaba sa dibdib ko. I was fully naked for goodness sake! I was confident swimming naked because no one was lurking in this island except me of course. That's why I'm fully confident to bring out my naked glory into the ocean.