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Y/n's thoughts :
all night i kept thinking about my dad and how disappointed he could be i thought about what i would say if i ever went back or how i could explain to them why i left i actually don't know why i left .. i think i love him is feeling that way too soon ? ———————————————————
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"what are we going to do now?" i said scared five looked like he was actually happy since i've been with him
he was smiling god his smile is so pretty "this is the first time in 2 years i've been able to look at the sky or breathe without a drop of medicine in my body or a stupid fucking nurse telling me what to do.. no offense" he said taking a deep breath then turning to me
he put his hands around my waist and pulled me close to him "i'm so happy i have you"
why did he have to say that now i could really never leave him i would feel so guilty
not that i would leave
i touched my back pocket feeling for my phone
my heart dropped "five.. i can't feel my phone i think i dropped it"
"maybe it fell when we dropped from the window but y/n you know we can't go back there" he said in a deep serious voice looking at me
i sighed knowing he was right my dad probably called the police even worse great now i don't have a phone
"there's still so much i don't know about you tho i.. i literally just met you five" that was a lie i read his file after all i knew something
"you can get to know me ask me any questions you want and i'll be as honest as i can be with you" he said smiling
my mind wondered as to what questions to ask
5 minutes ago i had so many and now that i was out on the spot my mind is blank
"well .. are you actually serious about the things in your head telling you to do horrible things..?" he looked at me with a blank expression then he looked kind of sad
"i'm sorry that wasn't-" he sighed
"you are the first person that i haven't stabbed in the throat.. or just do the unimaginable my childhood was a fucking experiment i don't expect you to understand" he sighed then continued
"i hold myself back from just taking advantage of your body and breaking it into pieces with my bare hands"
