smuts and imagines

•pyshco• pt3

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8:30

"how could you be such a slut" how dare she call me that as if she didn't get knocked up at like my age..

"i'm not a-" "just shut up..gosh when your father called me this morning and told me what happened i swear i almost passed out how could you be so stupid your not even of age he's grooming you-" i didn't even care about what she had to say so i tuned her out she was always on my back

i will never be perfect  the way she wants me to be

"ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME?" no

"no mom i'm not and i'm already annoyed i do not have to explain myself to you" i got up from the couch

she sucked her teeth "your not going back and you are not leaving this house until i say so" i'm 17 she has no right i'm not a kid

"yea ok" i turned to go to my room

"no your not gonna walk away like it's all good i'm so serious y/n you will not leave until i say so and if you do don't come back i will rip your money away and you will be homeless" i felt my eyes burn she was serious

"is that clear?" i nodded and ran up to my room i jumped in my bed and closed my eyes i let all my emotions out into the pillow i just layed there in my tears

flashback

"no you don't i'll figure it out" i reached for his hand i couldn't see him tho

"he's not going to let you see me again i'm gonna be transferred" i took a breath and proceeded to get dressed i opened the door and walked to the elevator

i got downstairs and saw margret the lady that works at the desk and the lady that works in the kitchen she was obviously telling her

i walked past i could feel them staring as they stopped talking

i ran to the garbage across the street and puked  that had to be the most embarrassing thing ever my dad will know my mom worst of all how would i even explain myself

present

12:37

i woke up to my phone ringing i opened my eyes sitting up my pillow had a stain from all the crying yesterday

i picked up my phone it was my dad i had 4 missed called from him ugh i do not want to answer this but i sucked it up and called him back

"where have you been?? i've been calling you y/n" he yelled "i was sleeping.." the only time i actually was sleeping when he called

"don't lie to me.. i heard about everything he will be dealt with im so sorry that happened to you on my watch i knew that job was too extreme for you" what?? he's sorry i expected yelling "sorry? your not mad?"

"why would i be mad? he sexually assaulted you i can understand if you don't want to talk" omg he thinks i was raped or something what did she tell him? and how come she knows about it..

"your mom told me .. don't be mad at her i deserve to know" oh she must've sugar coated it whatever "ok dad talk later" i hung up laid back down and rolled over i wasn't ready to face the reality of everything