Hey Tori....
Dude...*sighs* look I'm sorry for being an complete asshole to u for so many years. I didn't mean it okay. Ryn, U, and I used to be the best of friends. I didn't mean to bully you. When you said you loved me I didn't know how to react. I was immature and stupid. I wish I could take back all the things that were said to u, I wish I could actually have stayed ur friend and gone out with you when we split. But instead I hurt you. When u were the only person who knew the REAL me. Not the fake one lots of people know now.
I know sorry won't cut it, I did really hurt you. And for that im soooo fucking sorry. I can't ever explain how much I hate my self. I'm a Dick who shouldn't have made you go out with me. I'm not gonna tell anyone about Ryn. Bout what I know. Tori I just wanted chu to myself. I know I don't deserve you, ur better then this fucker(me).
Tori....*looks down* please don't leave we all need you. *whispers* I-I love you Tori. I really do, and I'm sorry, so so so fucking sorry.
Don't leave....please<3
You have my heart<3
~5/8/15
