Hi! Welcome in my story. This is some kind of romancy story about girls life :) hope you'll like it :D
Chaper one
Damn it im scared. I've always been scared of new things and this one made me shaking alot. Since my parents get divorce a lot things had changes.
We are not in complet family now and i can't believe this really happends. My father cheated on my mum with some b!tch and than he ran away with her. My mum told me that it will be better like that, they yell at each other a lot. I don't find lot of positives in that, now i live only with my mum and our cat Debby.
Father give us money every month but i miss him a lot. It's not fair. I'm alone at home most of the time couse my mum works in hospital, it's good work, we got lot money from that and i brigade after school so i don't Have to always ask her for money. I mean im anyways 16 years old so it'll be kinda embarassing. We bought big house with even bigger Garden with huge tree and it's my favourite part of our home.
Right now im eating chocolate and thinking about my friends. I know i'll miss them but as soon as something fun happend they'll forgot about me. Im not sad, i never was good friend with anyone. Its not like i'am some kind of quiet kid who might k!ll you in a moment no i mean i like books and music and i study good and i am friendly but till i found someone with really good personality i won't open to anyone. My old friends were really... Intresting.
Oh my god i am so nervous, even chaocolate don't help. I don't even know what to wear. After a half an hour a decide to wear my favourite Green t-shirt with 'V' neckline and my low rise jeans & Converse, and ofcourse jewelvery. And headphones.
It's first day of school so i don't really Have to prepare for anything, i don't even have books, and im scared. Everyone knows and have friends in there and im that new girl...oh god..i looked at the Mirror? What do i see? Medium high girl, brunett wavy hair and Brown eyes. Oh god i hate my body. Even tho everyone is telling me im skinny i kinda hate it. AGHH i dont want to go to Scholl. Everyone will hate me. Damn it. I put on my headphones and played my favorite playlist, I lay down on my bed and closed my eyes and thought.
