"I-I'll get going the ... sorry for crying don't mind it ignore everything I just said" gulf stood up tears threatening to leak from his eyes
Wiping them quickly gulf made his way towards the living room grabbing his coat and bag 💼 (one of those I don't know if it's like a shit casein or???)
"What?" Mew asked quickly grabbing his phone shutting it off ending the call in the process
"You had a call answer it that's rude" gulf said putting his work he was working on earlier back
"N-no s-she's just being polite" mew responded those few words hit gulf like a bus, politeness the same thing he'd said yesterday and today
"Really?" Gulf asked as he continued to ignore mew who was now standing beside him
"Um-"
"I'll see you later"
"Mr. Kanaw-"
"I have to take a shower, I have to watch the show I recorded and and I'm getting a package I also need to water my plants I have to meal prep for the week and I also have to do that thing-"
"Gulf" mew raised his voice a little causing gulf to freeze quietly sniffling wiping his face
Gulf felt mew come from behind him now standing in front of him before he could even get a chance to speak mew stepped forward his front touching gulfs before he cupped gulfs face placing his lips onto his softly
Gulf eyes widened as he allowed me to kiss him not only once but twice before mew rested his forehead in gulfs
"Mr. Kanawut" he whispered his thumb trailing along gulf's bottom lip
"M-mew, what are you doing your drunk right" gulf asked eyes even more wide as mew rubbing his forehead in gulfs slowly his noses touching slightly
Mew leaned forward placing two more kisses on gulfs already slightly bruised lips, he pulled away staring directly into gulfs eyes as gulf backed up mew walking forwards hands on gulfs hips tightly
"I'm not hungover, I'm not half asleep" mew responded as gulf back hit the wall mew leaned forward trying to kiss gulf again
"Wait, hold on m-mew" gulf scooted down until he was seated on the floor, Mew rested his head on gulfs shoulder breathing heavily trying to calm down
"Mew" gulf whispered shocked feeling mew turn his head his face in his neck slightly he could feel mew breathing on his neck causing himself to shiver at the feeling
Mew fisted gulfs button down shirt tightly before moving his face away from gulf wanting gulf to hear him speak
"I'm seducing you, I've been trying to seduce you this whole time with everything I have although you never had a clue.... I know being seduced by the same sex isn't considered common sense for most people especially from a colleague..... but unfortunately it's common sense for me.... I've been trying to make you mine this whole time"
"Mew..."
"I've been meaning to tell you this whole time but I was afraid.....I was always scared of saying something that wasn't normal to you but doing this..... and telling you in such a horrible way, I'm so sorry" he stopped and looked at gulf staring right into his soft confused eyes
"I like you, I like you so much I could die-"
"Mew-" gulf instantly stopped and mew covered his mouth placing his head back on gulfs shoulder
"It's fine I know.... However I was so happy when you said those things about me, it made me so happy" mews voice cracked and he sniffled feeling his tears drop on gulfs shoulder, He backed away slightly still holding his head down his hand away from gulfs mouth
"Im sorry... I couldn't hold it in anymore... I'm really sorry you may hit me as you'd like" mew bowed, tears repeatedly falling down his face and onto his balled fist as he tried holding in his sobs
"I wouldn't do that" gulf spoke softly as sat up straight still leaning against the wall
"Y-you can do it hit me as hard as you'd want-"
"I told you I wouldn't do that" gulf spoke again watching as mew sobbed and broke down shoulders sagged, head bowed down he could see his tears dropping slowly
"Mew" gulf whispered as he took in mews state his hand reaching out to cup his wet cheek but he never did it his hand stayed in mid air not knowing if he should comfort the man in front of him or not
What did he feel about him? He knew how mew felt but didn't understand how he felt himself
"As for work, I'll work even harder than I have before please let's just keep being the normal coworkers like before... I apologize for the difficult request" mew bowed before standing up rushing to the bathroom
Gulf sat there his hand still out in the same place before blinking noticing mew was no longer there, he stood up with all his things staring at his hand which was on in the door Knob
He felt like a coward, and just how he felt is how he acted as he left mews home closing the door behind him walking off to somewhere he doesn't even know himself
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Falling For Your Size
Fanfiction"Mr. Kanawut" mew spoke, gulf hands dug into his hoodie pocket as he looked up slightly at mew "No.. the girls weren't looking at you with weird eyes" gulf spoke looking back down at his feet making mew scoff "I didn't ask that" mew commented stan...
