The Other Side

Chapter 13

The locker closest to Victor slammed closed, and Fiona appeared, her PE bag slung over her shoulder.

Lenore's face fell. She pressed her books tight to her chest as if they might hide the rapid beating of her heart.

So, Victor hadn't been waiting for her...

He had been waiting for Fiona.

Of course.

"Thank god it's done," Fiona said with a dramatic sigh, flopping against her recently-closed locker and pressing her hand to her forehead. "I hate giving presentations. Remind me to figure out a career that has zero public speaking. Like, a nun or something."

"Or maybe a hermit?" Victor offered.

"I don't think they're hiring for that anymore," Fiona laughed before turning to Lenore. "But, hey, at least it's over! And you won't have to put up with this nerd anymore."

She rolled her eyes and playfully elbowed Victor.

"Hey!" he said, going a little pink.

"I-It wasn't...." Lenore objected, her voice small.

Fiona didn't seem to hear her. Grinning, she continued jabbing at Victor while he got pinker and pinker.

"Isn't he, like, so annoying?" she giggled, giving Lenore a wide smile.

The exact opposite, actually, was what Lenore wanted to say. But she knew that wasn't the right response. It would be weird to defend Victor to his own girlfriend, especially when she was clearly joking.

Victor had gone bright red by now. He clearly didn't appreciate Fiona's teasing. Why was Fiona teasing him like this, anyway? Wasn't she—

A chill ran up Lenore's spine as she realized.

Fiona knew.

Lenore wasn't sure how she knew, but she was now certain she did.

Had it really been so obvious that she had a crush on Victor?

Is that why she had sent her to his house on Friday?

But if Fiona knew, then...

She snuck a look at Victor. He noticed her eyes on him and gave her an apologetic grimace, cheeks still blazing, like he was trying to say sorry for his girlfriend's behaviour.

...Victor had to know, too.

All sensation drained from Lenore's body. Victor knew she liked him. He knew. Somehow that was worse than just pining for him at a distance, accepting that she'd never get what she wanted. He hadn't said anything, but of course, he wouldn't. He was too nice for that.

Fiona wasn't, though, apparently. Maybe she was meaner than Lenore originally thought.

"I-I should go," Lenore sputtered. "I've got to stop by my locker before my next class."

"We should, too," Fiona said with another sigh as she finally stopped poking at Victor. "Phys Ed. Yay."

"You'll survive," Victor said with a roll of his eyes, though the redness in his cheeks stubbornly stayed put. She noticed he already had his bag with him. "I'll, uh, see you later Lenore."

"Yeah," Lenore muttered. "Later."

The rest of the day passed in a blur. By the end of it, Lenore was just glad it was over. She had been barely holding it together and wasn't sure she'd make it. Her eyes ached from holding back the wave of tears that had been there since this morning. It wasn't going to be pretty when the floodgates finally opened.

She couldn't wait to get home. She wanted to throw herself into bed and never leave. Maybe she'd changed her mind about school. Maybe she'd drop out after all. Her mother might throw a fit, but whatever. Coming back next year might be tolerable if it meant never having to face Victor or Fiona ever again.

Victor. Her heart ached at the thought of him. It was so humiliating to have her crush be common knowledge. She wondered if Fiona would spread it around school, too. Then everyone would know how pathetic she was and give them even more reasons to avoid her. Suddenly she felt very alone again.

As she approached her lockers, her heart began to race. She wasn't sure if she'd run into Victor there, too. Fortunately, he wasn't here yet, but the idea of having to see him there every day, for the rest of the school year made her cringe with embarrassment. Maybe she could ask to move lockers. Dropping out was starting to sound better and better...

Throwing her books in the locker, not bothering to take her homework, she grabbed her coat and bag. She was glad she had brought the heavy shell of her winter jacket. Judging by the sky, it was going to rain soon. Lenore was somewhat comforted by that fact. At least the sky would cry with her.

When she turned to leave, she staggered to a stop. Victor was standing at the end of the hall, staring at her. He looked nervous for some reason like he was debating heading to his locker while she was still there.

Lenore's heart sank. She hated that he felt the need to avoid her now, too. She wished she could tell him it was all a misunderstanding, even though it wasn't.

Why did she have to go and develop feelings for him? It ruined everything.

"Hey," he said, sounding as awkward as he looked.

"H-Hey," she replied. "Listen—"

"Do you mind—" he began, cutting her off.

They stopped and just looked at each other.

"C-Can I walk you home?" he said suddenly.

A chill ran up Lenore's neck. What? Why would he...

Then she quickly understood.

He was going to let her down easy. Because he was nice like that.

She steeled herself, letting her eyes flutter closed for a moment. The deluge of tears would have to wait a little longer. It was probably best to just get this over with.

"Sure," she said with a defeated sigh.