The summer triangle

overcoming

I took Taylor to her bus since  Belly didn't want to and we talked Conrad and Jeremiah haven't tried talking to me since yesterday which was fine by me since i was too fucking high to care but I missed jeremiahs hands and jokes and his smile and well him in general but with Conrad he was going back to his regular self basically 

"So you love Jeremiah?" Taylor asked I nodded and she sighed

"He acts like he loves you too but he acts the same way to Belly" she said making me tear up but she was to High to care and so was I 

"Yeah well anyway we're here you can get out now" I said she laughed and we hugged

"Alright bye but Lizzie he'll know who to choose at the end I promise" she said I laughed and shook my head

"Sure he will once he'll freezes over" I said she sighed pecked my cheek and left to her bus I sighed turning my music all the way up suddenly there was a ding and I saw Jeremiah's name on my screen I sighed and opened it

Jeremiah❤️🖕

Hey get your ass to the house  

I rolled my eyes great why the hell now i mean i had just gotten out of my room and suddenly everyone remembered?

Jeremiah ❤🖕

My mom  and your mom want to talk to us before Belly get's back from the practice debt thing

I rolled my eyes of course it's about Belly I rolled my eyes and left him on read

Once I parked my car I went in and slammed the door dropping the keys loudly on the table made of glass turned and saw four pairs of eyes looking at me I rolled my eyes

"my bad" I muttered Conrad rolled his eyes but then his eyes dropped as did Jeremiah's when they realized that I was wearing a pink sports bra with some comfy shorts my abs were showing and since I worked on it I knew I had a nice body and my mom noticed

"Elizabeth what hell que te pusiste?" she asked I rolled my eyes

"I didn't know I was going to be talked to today if I had known I would've been dressed properly," I said she rolled her eyes

"what am i going to do with you why do you smell like that?" she asked smelling me I rolled my eyes

"YA! MAMA!" I yelled, "god damn I don't need you telling me I smell like shit I get it ok?" I said she rolled her eyes

"Why haven't you gone to none of the practices?" she asked trying to calm down I rolled my eyes and chuckled looking at her

"that's not my type of shit to do ma...not anymore and you know that," I said

"you made a commitment you're a debt sister," she said I laughed and nodded

"ok ? and? I couldn't care less I really don't not since the last time now if we're done with this I want to go and take a nap" I said nodding at them and then I started to walk 

"and then you're going to smoke?" she asked there was an awkward silence and I stopped coldly and I turned to her Beck looked down and Conrad and Jeremiah looked at me then at my mom I smiled at her

"sure and then maybe after I'm done i'll go hook up with someone and make him my husband and then after i allow him to cheat on me i'll come back to you and then i'll ask for you're help for now i'm fucking seventeen i'll be eighteen in a few days i don't need whatever this is" I said then I turned and walked out not wanting to care but knowing i had fucked up and i had done the biggest mistake i had just wounded my best friend and i was neve forgiving myself for it