The summer triangle

Bellys birthday

I woke up with Conrad next to me I sniffed looking around I though I had heard Jeremiah I sighed shrugged and covered myself with my covers Conrad shifted besides me I smiled at his cute little sleeping face

"It's rude to stare" his voice said making me jump a bit he smiled his eyes still not open I rolled my eyes 

He had come to my room in the middle of the night crying he had come back from a walk when his mom was in the couch she couldn't stay on her feet for one minute and he was getting scared and I felt it since I too was scared every time he told me anything about it but I knew I had taken the little that bothered him away and that's all that mattered to me Conrad had been getting to me more then before ever since he told me we are so much closer now then before he's more open to me and he tells me that I'm the person who actually really listens and understands and now I'm his only source of letting go even though Belly is probably hurt and Jeremiah mad jealous I still had to be with him and it was something that I loved to have this thing whatever it is between Conrad and me...no one else...I felt special he made me feel special

"Your so full of it I was staring at the eye ogres in your eyes" I said he smirked

"I don't get eye boogers" he said I rolled my eyes

"Whatever" I said 

"Admit that you were staring" he said

"I wasn't " I said giving him a look he shrugged and got up grabbing his shirt off the floor

"Where are you going" I asked a little upset at his sudden change

"I'm living since you won't admit to it" he said tossing it over his head I scoffed then he went for the door

"Wait! Ok fine I was staring now come back" I whined he smirked and jumped on I smiled a bit putting my head on his chest that now was clothed I sighed and looked into his blue soft eyes he leaned in then closer and then closer I frowned upon but that didn't stop him and suddenly any thoughts of Jerr disappeared we were to close and it felt like I was losing air so I planted my lips on his getting the exact air I needed he sighed making me clutch his shoulders I stood up straighten and sat on top straddle lung his waist it was if my slutty side was coming out and I couldn't stop it his hand went to my waist thankfully I had a crop top and could feel his skin on mine his hand when underneath the cloth of my shorts but they didn't go any longer they stayed and I knew he wasn't trying to rush things but I couldn't help myself I felt the need to so I grinded on him his eyes sorta widened but he didn't brake off the kiss and he didn't do anything to stop me so I kept going our barely clothed crotches rubbing against each other until he was on top of me kissing my neck and up and down we were both breathing heavelay when he sighed

"Wait...stop...wait....ah!...ok um this can't happen not right now not yet...or I don't know maybe ever I'm still not sure but not yet" he said stopping me and laying face up I groaned and sat up putting my shirt on right and combing my hair he grabbed my hand I raised an eyebrow

"It's not that I don't want to cuz believe me I do a lot I just don't know yet" he said I nodded he sighed leaning in and pecking my lips

"Maybe someday" he said mostly to himself as he walked out I followed out and we ran downstairs Jerr was already there and so was everyone they seemed to be expecting us Conrads eyes landed on Belly and she looked down looking annoyed I frowned noting that I would have to talk to her later I smiled at everyone

"Morning familia!" I said grabbing Stevens last piece of pancake

"Hey" he yelled I smirked shoving it in my mouth as Jeremiah came to me with his childish grin and twirled me I giggled and obliged