Love For Everyone (Markus X Reader) Dbh

Past

My name is y/n. I'm programmed to serve humans. Like all the other androids, I suffer from racism Against us every day of our existence.

I work as a therapist. Today, a patient came to talk about his feelings, as always. After a long day, I finally done my work for someone's mental health. I have no master I guess but It do not mean that I'm free.

Every day is the same. Patients come see me and when they're done they go away. And it repeat again. And again. And again.

And again.

I don't think we can call this a life. But it doesn't matter. My goal is to help everyone with their happiness. That's all. I can't say my opinion on anything.

I talked to a depressed man today. I have now to buy him his medication because he ordered me to do it. When a human give an order, the android have to obey.

At the drug store, I ask the seller where's the medication. He show me where it is. I take the pills, say "Thanks" And go Away.

Oh no not again.

Bunch of humans push Me on The floor.

"GO AWAY USELESS PLASTIC ROBOT!!" said the unknown girl with an angry voice.

"YOU STOLE OUR JOBS" said the guy after pushing me.

Don't defend myself.

Don't defend myself.

Don't defend myself?

After the words they Said, the unknowns went Away, laughing.

Sight

Why humans are so mean?

Where's their humanity?

I go back to my workplace and put the pills on the table. It's very...

Quiet.

I can feel the loneliness growing in me every day. I told nobody because I know something is wrong because I'm not supposed to "feel" anything.

I watch the TV in my office.

Uh?

They're talking about a random deviant. It seems like the android had opened their eyes and stuff like that.

After a long night, it's finally morning. Patients vent to me all the day. I listen to them and I try to help them.

It was fun but I'm glad it's finally the evening.

Suddenly, a woman enters in my office. Who is she? I scan her to know. Nancy Amstrong, 48 years old, works as a dentist. It doesn't tell me why she's here.

"Can I be your patient and have a session right now? " Said the woman with brown hair.

Very weird.

"Yes of course. What made you come here?" I said with a neutral voice.

"So it's about..." told Nancy with a angry voice as she continues to discuss.

That's... horrible.

She said that she almost killed her daughter because of her craziness. Mme Amstrong lost the reason long ago after the death of his husband.

...

I don't know what to say...

The problems of my patients triggered me many time, but today, it's on a different level.

The brown haired woman told me that she can't control herself. She even said that she likes hurting people, especially androids.

I am supposed to keep secrets of my patients but in this case it would be...

Unfair?

No, I just have to help her. I have no feelings.

She is smiling with a scary face. Something bad is about to happen?

"You know, I've always wanted to see android blood. To know the feeling to kill somebody. " said my patient.

After she confessed that, the woman took a pencil and stabbed my hand with it. Why?

For the first time in my life, I feel scared. Scared for my life.
I don't want to die!

I try my hardest to break my program even though it's difficult. I have to, otherwise I'm gonna die. I don't want to die.

I take all my forces to break my program.

I succeeded!

The woman tries to stab me but I fight back.

Punch, fight back, punch.

Again and again.

Suddenly, she falls on the floor. I won?

I go to check her.

Oh no.

She doesn't breathe anymore. It was a accident. I just wanted to stay alive. I just defended myself. What I have done... I am a monster. I hear footsteps coming to my office. Oh no. I have to go away. I open the window, jump, and run as fast as I can.

Running. Running. And running. Tears falls from my eyes as I run. I feel so guilty! I am a murderer and a monster. No! No, it was a accident. I didn't wanted her to die. It's not my fault. Or maybe it is.

While I run, I fell brutally. I stand up but this time, I am walking. Rain falls down on my face. At least, nobody can tell that I am crying. I can't help but find the rain comforting.

Days after days, I walk. Where I'm going? I don't know. I try to stay away from humans, just in case. I no longer have my LED because I retired it. It makes me look more human. I stop at a grocery store to explore it. I've never really left my workplace except to go to a drug store. But it doesn't count.

Beautiful colors everywhere. It's almost magic. I watch the TV in the store.

I have to go. On the TV, it says that I'm wanted for murder. They even demonstrate a photo of me.

I discretely walk away from the grocery store and continue to walk.

After days, I finally found a place where it seems no one is here. It's actually a ship apparently called Jericho. I've never heard of that but I go to it anyway.

In the ship, it's a bit scary but I try to ignore it. It's a abandoned place for sure.

I go to another part of the "Jericho". Huh? They're like 20 to 30 androids. They saw me.

They're all looking at me.

"Welcome to Jericho." Said a blonde haired android with a smile.

I don't really know if it helps me.

"Okay thanks but really where am I?" I said with an interrogative face.

They look at me like I said a joke.