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"𝗢𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗴"

Deja marie blanco

May 30th 2018

Jahs been in a coma for a while me and xi goes and sits with him and tell him what's going on it hurts seeing him here not talking to me or telling me how much he loves me he hasn't even met xi yet and that's what fucks me up more than anything I brought xi to the hospital today since it's me and Jahs year anniversary

We walked into his room and sat in the nearest chair i scooted the chair up towards him and put xi on his lap the doctor told me it would be a good way to wake him up

"Hey baby I miss you real bad right now we both do I know you'll come back to us soon it just hurts not knowing when you know"

A doctor came and knocked on the door

"Come in"

"Ms onfroy"

"Yes"

"May we have a conversation"

"Of course what's going on"

"We have to pull your husbands plug he's been here months and we have plenty of other paitents that we need to have this room"

"What do you mean pull his plug he hasn't even been in a comatose state for long please just give him a little more time please that's all I ask"

"We need the room ma'am you have a week until it's time"

He got up and walked out how could he be so cold like that he was so unsympathetic

I laid my head on jah and cried

"They're gonna take you from me jah they don't want you to meet your child to live life with me and grow old I found my love and I lost him in a snap this isn't fair baby please wake up even if you don't know who I am just wake up please"

"Come on xi we're gonna come back and see dada"

"Dada?"

"Yeah dada come on baby"

She crawled to the end of the bed and reached her arms out

I picked her up and walked out

                             A week later 

"Xi don't run we gotta go see dada"

"Dada?"

"Yes baby"

"Mmmk"

She crawled towards me I picked her up and put on a onesie from jahs merch

"Ok let's go baby let's go see dada" I said shedding a tear

⏭Skipping the car ride bc I'm still lazy as hell⏭

I picked her up and walked inside the hospital and straight to his room Everyone was there

"Damn jah you got us all fucked up vro" ski said and everyone nodded

I walked over to him and let xi give him one last forehead kiss I kissed his forehead and sung our song one last time while crying