Midnight sun (taekook)

⩟ chapter 10 ⩟

he stands up quickly and turned to open the door his hands reached for the door handle but he was not earning the intrepidity to unlock it,

he gulped hard and took a deep breath he free the whiff from his mouth and with utterly slow and trembling hands he twisted the door handle,

resulting in the door getting open chewing his lower lip he peaked out of the gate but to his surprise, he didn't encounter anyone there,

not having a yearning to get into his mother's view he went to his room and locked it with the speed of light.

As he knows that his mother will beat the shit out of him if she glimpsed him after what he did,

he merely lies on his mattress, gazing at the ceiling little angry at himself, he knew that going out of his room after pushing his mother will be perilous for his soundness.

he closed his eyes and ultimately slip asleep due to the anxiety and the agitated day,

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only a mear thought of falling in love again can make someone shake in fear who has already faced the pain once,

but not all the time do we have control over our hearts, people easily say that follow your heart when you are confused, 

but our heart gets confused too, even more than our head how we are supposed to follow it, 

Once someone's hurt you, it's harder to relax around them, harder to think of them as safe to love. But it doesn't stop you from wanting them.

When you experience loss, people say you'll move through the stages of grief

Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance, and many more like this which fuck your head and heart up

..... What they don't tell you is that you'll cycle through them all every day.

Taehyung is not in the right state of mind sitting on the counter he is drinking non-stop,

"sir you seem drunk you should stop," the bartender tried to protest.

"shut the fuck up and do your job quietly." he snapped, making the bartend shut his mouth and as keep serving.

the bartender flinched when Taehyung threw the glass on the floor and it breaks down into millions of pieces.

the bartender widened in eyes but his brow rosed as Taehyung started laughing, loudly

"you see how easy it is to break something?" taehyung questioned still laughing, as the bartender only nodded his head,

"but can you fix it now?" taehyung asked suddenly getting all serious which shocks the bartender, focusing on the words he knew what can be the reason.

"you know after what she did I wanted to throw the word 'love' from my life,

but fuck it, because of him my heart is getting out of control, I can't help it but my heart wants to beat for him but,

...the sad part is, that I will probably end up loving him, for much longer than he could even think of" he smiled sadly 

Some people might find that strange.

But the truth of it is that the amount of love you feel for someone and the impact they have on you as a person is in no way relative to the amount of time you have known them.

it can be true that love increases with time but it can't be true that a great amount of time is necessary for love,

"it might end up like the past, but I can't effort a new scratch on my heart, please tell this stupid heart to stop repeating the same mistake," taehyung begged 

honestly speaking the bartender was shocked by the choice of words, the bartender indeed encounters many people,

many people who got hurt, pain in love every person is not same, some cried their heart out, some got blank but thinking about the boy he just listened to [taehyun] he felt an odd feeling,

taehyung's words hold many emotions he felt the sadness in the words, and anger is completely visible but something he found was........loneliness???

the bartender snapped out of his thoughts when he hears the sound of someone snoring.

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