The Stalker (Corpse x Reader) !Moved!

~Authors Note~

Hello my fellow readers! How is everyone in this lovely morning/afternoon/night? Is it going good for everyone? If yes, then I'm glad! So... This story has been on hold for quite a while, huh? I'm sorry. But I do have an explanation as to why. It's kind of personal of course but I can't keep making up excuses any longer! If you're interested, then please go down further!

Are you still here?

It's not too late to leave this stupid authors note...

Okay...

Here it is.... Good luck!

My Story:

I've finally got the courage to write the next chapter for this story! I've been so depressed for a long, long time, making me lose motivation. If anything, I feel like it's been going on since I was 13. It could have been longer, may have taken me a couple years to realize... I've never had real friends and whenever I would have some, I'm always forgotten. Left behind. I've been bullied since 3rd grade, and it was always from people who were a grade higher than me. I always got hurt by the words everyone said about me. My supposedly so called 'friends' even told me that they were only hanging out with me out of pity... It's sad really. But what could I have done back then? I was so naive and stupid. And now, I'm a 20-year-old who has dropped out of freshmen year in high school and has such bad anxiety and depression that it has gotten worse. I knew I wasn't anyone special. Even now... I'm still a nobody. My dad always favored my big sister, but she knew and still gave me the attention. Took care of me... Although, I got the point where I started to hurt myself. When my big sister found out... She started to yell at me. I might have cried but she hugged me and cried as well. Although, I guess that wasn't enough... Every time I was sad, I always had some sort of excuse to say I'm fine and smiled. But it was all fake. I didn't know what to do but that caused me even more pain. Inside and out...

The Story Continues:

I always came up with an excuse and I'm just so sick of it. I started going to therapy and started to work on myself so then I don't ever feel like this (Although, it's not really doing much). If you know what it's like to always bring yourself down and always thinking that everyone's life would be better without you, please don't think that. I mean, look at me. I'm a complete mess. I want to get better but it's so hard when I feel like I have no one to help me. I feel like I can't even talk to anyone. I feel like it's hard living and sometimes I think about doing the unthinkable. Although, I know I wouldn't go through with it. But now I should be able to have the motivation I need to work and finish some stories that have been on hold for a long time! I'm glad that everyone has put up with my excuses and waited patiently for me to continue. Thank you all so much!

Upcoming Chapter:

I wanted to make the next chapter as long as possible! I hope you all are excited! Because I am, I really want to finish this. So far, I only have 1 story that I have completed and its annoying! I need to finish this. It's my goal. My writing has become better than before, and I don't have much grammar problems anymore. Although, I still need to work on it a bit more. Practice makes perfect, right?

Conclusion:

This WILL continue! Chapter 19 is being worked on at this moment by the time you all read this! I'll be waiting. See you all in the next chapter... Goodbye!