i turned around in the mirror , looking at the small bruise forming on my lower back , i moved my hand to touch it but i jumped when i heard the front door open and slam shut , it was quiet in here , so i could here footsteps coming down the hall , i wipe my tears
the bathroom door opened and kentrell looked me in my eyes , his hands behind his back and his eyes red , as if he'd been crying , or he was high , he looked at my back and his face softened as he walked over to me , his hand caressed over my bruise and i hissed moving away from him he wrapped his arm around my waist holding me still so he could touch it again
i noticed a bouquet of roses in his hand that he wrapped around me "did you put something on it ?" he asked and i shook my head no "here ," he handed me the roses ,"i didnt mean to bruise you , or hurt you at all , i just lost control ." he pecked my cheek
"its not likely to happen again right ?" i asked as he pressed up against me placing his chin on my shoulder "no ." he kissed my neck "promise ." i said stretching out my pinky , he chuckled and locked it , i turned around in his arms kissing him deeply
"i thought about you ." he said gripping my waist "mm ." i say "i did , ma i dont like being away from you like that ." he smiled at me "i cooked for you ." i said and removed myself from his embrace walking out of the bathroom "oh foreal ?" he followed me "oh foreal ." i mocked "aye , before we eat , we need to ice that bruise ." kentrell said as we walked downstairs
i placed the flowers in and empty vase on the table "wait , lets see what we actually have to do to it ." i say walking over to the computer sitting down , i log in to my account on safari and search up back bruises , kentrell picks me up then sits down in the chair , placing me on his lap
"doing the most ." i chuckle it says , people also ask "what to do if you have a bruise on your back ." kentrell read and i clicked it "rest the bruised area , if possible ." i said " ice the bruise with an ice pack wrapped in a towel , ha , see ." kentrell mushed my head and i rolled my eyes " leave it in place for 10 to 20 minutes ." i scrunched up my face
" and we gotta repeat several times a day for a day or two as needed ." kentrell sucked his teeth "welp , i cant keep this bruise , so , gotta do what we gotta do , keep reading ." i said "compress the bruised area if it swelling then elevate it and shit ." kentrell shrugged and i shook my head "damn , i cant hit from the back for 6 to 8 weeks ." kentrell said and i mushed his head
it was 9:52 pm "lets go eat ." i hopped up and skipped to the dining room , kentrell followed "id rather eat you ." he put his tongue between two of his fingers , i rolled my eyes playfully as he sat down "ill go get the food ." i walked over to the kitchen , opening the oven pulling out the steak placing it on the stove "damn , that smell good , what the fuck ." kentrell yelled and i chuckled
my grandma taught me how to cook when i was 11 years old , bout 8 years before she passed away with lekeumia , she taught me how to cook everything , she always told me , "the best way to a mans heart , is through his stomach , not that you need a man , cause you a independent black woman , but if you tryna fool one baby , whip up some of grannys recipes ."
"baby ." kentrell said , i was turned away from him so he couldnt see the tears running down my face , fuck im too bipolar for this shit , "hmm ?" i answer , not wanting to say words because if i do , i might just break down "you aint hear me calling you ?" he asked and i could feel him close behind me
"unt unt ." i mumbled wiping a tear next thing i knew i was turned around slowly , he looked me up and down and raised an eyebrow "baby , whatchu crying for ?" he asked "i- " i couldnt get the words out before i broke down , its been 3 years since she passed , and it still hurts
"ma , tell me ." he pulled me in his arms i couldnt talk , i couldnt find the words to say cause kentrell may not have lost a grandparent in his life before , he told me he had a close bond with his pawpaw , but he never said if he had died i felt myself being lifted up , i wrapped my legs around kentrells waist and laid my head on his shoulder
i felt him walking , i closed my eyes , i was laid down in a bed , and the cover was pulled over me , i opened my eyes to see kentrell turn off the light and walk out of the room , i hate him , he wont even hold me , i thought of all the times my granny held me , during storms , or when i hurt myself , i cried even more
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i went to put the food back in the oven , and i was still confused , i dont even know why shawty was crying , and she wouldnt even tell a nigga so i just assumed she needed some rest i wonder if she took her pills when we got off the plane this morning
i turned off the light in the kitchen walking back to the room , she was still crying , so i just went into the bathroom and ran her bathwater , i came back into the room opening her suitcase grabbing her bubble bath ,"ouu , vanilla ." i whispered, i smirked , this girl got me acting a different type of romantic , i shook my head
i walked back into the bathroom pouring some of the bubble bath in the tub , i closed the bottle and let the water run , i walked back in the room and could here her sniffling "come on ma ." i said softly and picked her up like a little baby
i walked into the bathroom and sat her on the counter , she still wasnt saying shit , she wasnt questioning what i was doing , like damn , you gone be completely quiet when somebody tryna kidnap you ma
"raise your arms ." i said and she did i pulled her shirt off throwing it somewhere , i looked up at her adorable tear-stained faced , as i pulled her shorts off "what are doing to me kentrell ?" she asked crossing her arms over her bare breast
"i ran- "no , i mean what are you doing to me , i think youre making me fall in love with you ." she said and i smiled i leaned up to kiss her and she wrapped her arms around me , making the kiss long "i agree ." i said pulling back and pulling her boy shorts off
i picked her up and placed her in the tub and she moaned "fuck , that feels good ." "tell me what happened ."i said sitting on the edge of the tub "well , i was just thinking of my grandma , i kinda thought about something that reminded me of her ." she shrugged "oh ." i nodded , understanding
"baby ." she said and i looked at her "yes ?" i answered "do you still have your grandfather that you were close to around ?" she asked abruptly , i hesitated to answer "nah ." i said "im sorry baby ." she said "its cool , lets change the subject ." i said
"care to join me ." she asked putting her leg in air , tryna be sexy and shit , i chuckled and rub my bottom lip slowly i pull my shirt off and throw it near hers , "hurry up baby ." she moaned her hand slipping under the water and she threw her head back , so i figured she was playing with herself
i took the rest of my clothes off and joined her in the tub , damn , i never fucked in the tub before , maybe in the shower , but in the tub ? she just bringing out all this shit in me
