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"I know I've always been the type to say nothing.
But no matter how hard I've tried to ignore everything,
No matter how hard I try to convince myself that I'll be okay,
I would always still end up crying by the end of the day.
And what's worse...
...whenever I take a look at my reflection in the morning after all that crying,
I feel as if the world never failed to prove that I'm such a weakling.
Messy hair,
Red swollen eyes,
Everything felt unfair,
Because I've always recieved nothing but lies.
I sometimes wondered if I actually deserve this kind of treatment,
Because despite of everything I did,
No matter how good it was ever since I was a little kid,
The world always gave me nothing but torment.
Heh.
No wondered I've changed THAT much,
Because all those things...
...seriously drained whatever hope is left in me..
...to the point that I've finally stopped telling myself to keep going.
To finally stop trying,
And to finally start changing.
But not for the better of course,
Because I was already 'better' from the very start.
But where did that lead me, huh?
So I thought...
...why not try something new?
Why not change for the worst?
I don't care of what people would think anymore.
Because they're the reason why I've changed.
They're the reason I'm not the same person they once knew---
The person that YOU ONCE KNEW.
So please.
Please stop trying to change me back.
Because I'm the ONLY ONE who can do that.
And if I ever wanted to go back to the way I was?
Then I would have ALREADY DONE IT A LONG TIME AGO."
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Words That Are Left Unspoken
PoetryIn every person's life... ...there will always be a moment that they couldn't just easily say what they really wanted to tell in front of that certain someone or just anyone. Whether it is something positive... ...or something negative, They just c...
