Eddie My Love... //eddie munson x reader

Disconsolate.

~~~~~~~(Eddie's Pov)~~~~~~~

i quickly walked away from y/n and hurried into my van, once seated in my van i rested my head on the stirring wheel while tears ran down my face

"fuck.." i mumbled while my voice cracked

i shouldn't have broken up with her..i made her feel so much worst...i should've talked to her. my thoughts distracted me from driving, a car horn snapping me out of it while i quickly swerved the van away from the car i almost hit, i sighed and made it back to my trailer, i locked myself in my room and on my bed in silence, i wondered if i should talk to y/n but she's probably upset or hates me now..god why do i have to be so stupid i just want her back, i paused my thoughts when i saw y/n's bag in the corner of my room, there was clothes, makeup and other essentials in the bag since she basically lived here, i wondered if she was going to get her bag back or could i give it back to her, it might give me the chance to talk to her and apologise. i needed fresh air to properly clear my head, i went to the nearest corner store and picked up a six pack of beer, a box of cigarettes and a new lighter

"Eddie...?" i quickly turned my head seeing Steve, i just walked past him leaving the store and walking to my van

"Eddie..wait man!" Steve followed

"save it Harrington" i replied about to get into my van

"y/n told me everything...listen i know it's not my business or whatever but..if you love her..don't let her go" Steve blurted out making me stop and look at him

"is she okay..?" i said quietly

"not really no...she loves you man and she knows what you did was an accident and she's sorry and regretful on what she said..she didn't mean it, you were both caught up in the heated moment" Steve crossed his arms sighing

"i...i've got to go" not knowing what else to say i sighed and got into the van

"talk to her!" Steve said before i closed the door i just nodded and drove back to my trailer

once i was back home before i went inside i turned over and looked at y/n's trailer, the lights were turned off so i assumed she was probably asleep, i still decided to walk over to her trailer though, i stood at her door hesitated to do anything, i sighed putting my hand on the door and walking back to my trailer, i missed y/n so much i didn't realise how lonely i was without her, i missed her touch, her voice, her everything, i got into bed thinking of her which soon enough drifted me off to sleep

~~~~~~~(Y/n's Pov)~~~~~~~

you quickly woke up from another nightmare leaving you in a cold sweat, you looked over to your alarm clock noticing you slept in and was about 2 hours late for school you laid back down and sighed, you got up and went to shower. after your shower you wrapped yourself in a towel, you decided to take a quick glimpse of Eddie's trailer to see if he might've been home, you peaked through the window seeing his van gone beside his trailer you sighed in disappointment but relieved in a way.

you got dressed and spent the rest of the day inside your trailer, you enjoyed your father not being around it was peaceful. you sat down on the couch grabbing a book and started reading, after an hour of you reading you hear two large knocks on your door, you looked out the window and saw Robin and Steve waiting outside the door, once you opened the door Robin and Steve barged in

"hey you skipped school again" Robin said jumping down on the couch while Steve stood beside you

"i overslept..what are you guys doing here?" you questioned confused looking at Robin then at Steve

"to hangout?" Steve smiled walking over to sit beside Robin

"we brought a movie!" Robin said inserting the tape into the player

you joined them and the movie started, Robin got up and went to your refrigerator picking up three cans of soda and placed down on the table

"what movie is this?" you asked making yourself comfortable on the couch

"Ferris Bueller's day off, it's new i think" Robin smiled

the movie started and you all sat together and watched, you focused on the movie not knowing half an hour into the movie Robin and Steve had fallen asleep resting their heads against their shoulders. you turned off the television and turned on the lamp lighting the room

"Robin..Steve..guys?" you nudged both their shoulders trying to wake them up

"Steve!" you shouted making Steve jolt awake waking up Robin too

"movies over, you guys should go home.." you said while Steve and Robin get up both tired

"sure you're okay y/n?.." Steve yawned

"yeah..i'm okay" you patted his shoulder moving his towards the door

"bye y/n" Robin said quietly going to Steve's car

"Steve! you sure you should be driving? you guys can stay here for the night if you want" you said before Steve could get into the car

"no it's fine, see you later y/n" Steve reassured smiling then getting into the car

they drove off and in the corner of your eye you saw something shift over at Eddie's trailer, you looked over and saw the curtains move slightly, Eddie must've been watching you while you said goodbye to Steve and Robin. you sighed and went back inside thinking of Eddie, you missed him so much, a part of you was missing without him, you felt lonely. you cleaned up the trailer and went into your room plopping down on your bed letting out a big sigh, you grabbed your walkman and played music while you laid down and stared at the ceiling eventually falling asleep.

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