Journal

Sigh

Yesterday was when I found out the rules has changed in my workplace.
They said it changed 2 weeks ago.
Non-EU passport holder won't acceptable even you have a work permit and EU ID card.
It's so unfair, I spent a lot of money to be there; accomodation, rent a room, food, transport, medical exam, and all other things.
My heart sunken.
It hurts.
Whatever.
I feel such a failure.
It feels frustrating. Depressing.
I don't care what people say.
It just hurts my pride.
Wasting my time.
I am 31 years old, and still has no master degree and stable job.
My friend asked me, what will I do next?
I wonder myself, what will I do?
Talked with my close friend, talked with TR as well, they both support me.
I told them I will continue pursue my education.
No matter what I should get a better job, and it means I have to study in EU.
Most likely I will just apply in the Nordic countries.
Free for me, but also I wil easily get a job later in the Northern Europe.
So my plan now is to just work, continue study my danish, and preparing all the requirements for the universities including taking another IELTS test.
Pffuh, hard life is never end.
Wonder when I will have more freedom with my time.
Guess still long time to go 😂
Whatever, bring it on!!!!💪🏼🔥
I am ready!!