You Give Love A Bad Name - Eddie Munson

Chapter 44

------ Skip to a week later-----

You had lost the baby due the fight which sent you to a really deep depressing and you were constantly blaming yourself for it cause maybe if you didn't start the fight you would have been able to keep your little growing boy, You had been avoiding everyone even your own family, you weren't eating either and your room was a mess all you typically done was cry, sleep and cry even more whilst you look at photos of your dead son

This time was different thought you weren't crying anymore you tears had dried up and there was none left, you just stared at the scan of you son thinking of what could have been if you had just walked away from Scarlett

You turn over and face the window as you see the bush moving, you think nothing of it until you see Eddie jumping over the balcony, You go up and open the door for him to come in which he does but he is seems a bit off

Eddie - Why haven't you been at school ?
Y/N - Cause i don't want to go there
Eddie - Why? is this about the kiss that happened last week cause no one had seen from you since
Y/N - No it's not that (you say walking over to your bed)
Eddie - Then what is it? and no bullshit this time cause you haven't been talking anyone, even Jason said you don't come out of you room and you don't eat , so tell what is the problem?
Y/N - I'm not telling anyone as i don't want to talk about it
Eddie - I don't care you are being so selfish right now and everyone is worried sick about you (he starts to yell)
Y/N - You think i'm selfish? ( you start to raise your voice at him)
Eddie - No i never said that, what i'm saying is what you are doing is selfish (he yells back causing you two both to argue)
Y/N - Either way you called me selfish, Get out Eddie you don't understand what i'm going through and you have no right to call me selfish
Eddie - For fuck sake Y/N don't start being stubborn now, just tell me what the problem is
Y/N - No, get out
Eddie - (he runs his hands through his hair) No i'm not leaving tell me what is wrong (he basically screaming at you which thank god no one is in)
Y/N - I ain't telling you shit, you were never there for me
Eddie - How am i supposed to care for you when you don't tell me things
Y/N - Just please go eddie ( you say with the door open signaling for him to leave)
Eddie - No i'm not leaving, you are going too sit your ass down on that bed and talk to me
Y/N - No, You don't care for me or love me Eddie so why would i tell you anything
Edie - I do care and love you Y/N you just make it heard for me to show that i do
Y/N - Oh i make it hard you (you say slamming the door)
Eddie - Yes you do, i try everything in my power to change but every time i try and show you push me away
Y/N - Yeah because- ( you cut yourself off before you were going blurt out that you were pregnant)
Eddie - Because what? say it (he starts to  get pushy with you)
Y/N - No i'm not saying it 
Eddie - Y/N Telling what you were going to say (he gets very  close to you and see it in his eyes that was very angry)
Y/N - I HAD A MISCARRIAGE

You yell at him and he falls back at bit while he stares at  you in shock, you stand panting at the fact you just told Eddie what had happened, there is a silence shared as you start to cry and you look over and see Eddie tears up as well, He puts and vase from your Tv unit and throws it at the door as the pieces of glass falls t the floor, You the vase become broken with impact with door as Eddie falls to his knees and starts sobbing, with no thought in you mind you run over to him and pull him in for a hug as he cries into you shoulder making you cry

Eddie - When did you lose it? (He pulls away from the hug and looks up at you)
Y/N - The day I punched you
Eddie - I'm so sorry you had to go through all alone (he pulls you in for a hug)
Y/N - It's fine I choose to go through it by myself
Eddie - Why didn't you tell me
Y/N - I was going to but I didn't want to hold you down to a family you never asked for
Eddie - I always wanted a family (he looks up at you and then down at your stomach where the baby was)
Y/N - Here come and sit on the bed I have something to show you

You take his hand and lead him to the bed where you reach over and pick up the scan photo you have been looking at for over a week now, Eddie sits down on your bed as you sit next to him and hand him the photo, His eyes start to gloss over again but you try and be strong for him

Eddie - how far along were you?
Y/N - 17 Weeks, I would have a beautiful baby boy kicking round about know if it wasn't for my stupid mistake on starting a fight
Eddie - Hey! Our son's death wasn't your fault and don't ever think it was, Okay? ( You nod slightly as you shut your eyes trying to hold back tears) I would have loved to have him here with us, I would have done everything in my power to make sure you were seen too throughout the pregnancy
Y/N - I'm sorry for keeping this a secret from you I thought it would have been the best to do as I didn't want you to just suddenly grow up when you still had your whole life Infront of you
Eddie - Even at that, I have always wanted to be the dad my dad never was
Y/N - I'm sorry

You burst out in tears again and Eddie pulls you in for a hug, You felt really bad for not telling about the pregnancy but at the time you thought it would be for the best but as time went on it only broke you more everyday you didn't Eddie

Eddie - I love you (he says softly pulling away from the hug) And I love our baby boy (he looks at the photo and you smile at him)
Y/N - Eddie?
Eddie - Yeah?
Y/N - I know I haven't said this in a long time but I love you too

Eddie smiles at you and you pull him in for a kiss as at the time you really needed to feel his lips against yours again, He pulls away from the kiss before it got any further

Eddie - Do you want to try and make this work again?