okay so this is all i have so far, its not very good. the "--" would be where the chapters end i guess, or a new page. i d0nt know.
It's like I can still feel you here.
Laughing and smiling, with me.
You should still be here.
Laughing and smiling, with me.
Why did you have to leave?
You left everyone.
Your mom.
Your sister.
Your best friend.
Me.
--
I can still remember the day I got the call.
I was watching tv, drinking coke.
The phone rang,
so I got up and answered it.
I remember getting scared.
Heavy breathing on the other line,
small sniffles.
"Katie?" a voice asks.
Your mom.
My throat gets tight.
Something's happened.
"Something's happened" she says.
"Laura....Laura's dead."
"She killed herself this morning."
I drop the phone.
Shock hits me,
like I've been dropped in
the middle of the cold ocean.
Numbing me.
I can't breathe,
I can't speak,
The only thing I hear
is my heart pounding,
pounding in my ears.
The only thing I feel is the lump
in my throat.
Tears running down.
Picking up the phone
I notice it's beeping.
Layla hung up.
--
Gone.
Just like that.
In your note, you explained
how alone you felt,
how sad you were.
Laura, what about me?
I was there for you.
