Being a martyr. (gxg)

Let go?

Alex's POV

After namin magbabye sa isa't- isa umuwi na din kami.

Inaantok pa daw kasi si Lai tapos si mommy madami pang gagawin. Tapos may pasok pa kami bukas kaya di pwedeng maggala ngayon baka daw gabihin.

FASTFORWARD **

At school..

Dumiretcho na ko sa room ko, sakto namang nandun na si Krystal at Jessica.

"Bes, how's your weekend?" - Jess

Sya nga pala si Jessica Loraine Santiago. Mabait yan, maganda din katulad ko hahaha, mayaman, matalino.

"Okay lang naman."

"Sure?" - Krystal

Sya naman si Krystal De Leon. Ganun din yan, katulad ni jess, snob lang paminsan.

"Yeah, pretty sure. Kayo?"

"Im great." -Jess

"Im bored." - Krys

"Hahaha not new krys." - kami ni jess hahaha.

"Yeah." - krys

And dumating na yung prof, walang bago, discuss here, there. Pssshhh. Boring.

Hindi ko pala kaklase si Gianna kasi tourism yung course nya, ako naman ay fashion designing.

KRIIIING KRRRIIING

Bell na sa wakas, breaktime.

Pumunta na kaming cafeteria nina jess at krys.

Siksikan na naman for sure, pero sana wag.

"Its a miracle!" - Jess

"Yeah right." - Krys

Wala kasing masyadong tao ngayon, di ko lang alam kung bakit.

"Bes, si Gianna oh." - Krys

"I don't care."

"You don't care? Sure?" - Jess

"Hanap na tayo ng seat, tara."

"Psssh fine. Mamaya natin pag-usapan sa table. Hahaha."

"Stop it Jess."

"We'll eat muna bago natin kausapin si Alex, ay i mean lianne. Hahaha. Right Jess?"

Kulit nila. Hays. Bat ba ko nagkabestfriends ng ganto.

Btw, alam pala nila yung tungkol samin ni gianna, open naman kasi kami sa isa't isa.

Tumayo na kami ni Krys para bumili ng foods, si Jess naman tagabantay ng bag namin.

After 5 minutes bumalik na kami ni krys sa table, burger lang at ice tea yung binili namin kasi maaga pa naman.

"So?"

"So what jess?"

"Mind telling us what do you exactly mean of 'i don't care' thingy? Is it true? You don't care about her anymore?"

Jess! Psshh.

"Yeah lianne, we're your bestfriends. No secrets remember?"

"Fine, jess krys. I always care for her even if she's with Grey, even if they're together already, even if Im still hurting, even if she doesn't care about me, even if she doesn't love me anymore."

"Hush lianne, we're always here for you. Don't cry please."

I still love her. I don't know what to do?

"Should I move on or should I chase her?"

Tinitingnan ko lang si Gianna habang pinapatahan ako nina Jess.

"What do you think? You have so many tears to let go if you keep on chasing her. But if you try to move on, you'll find happiness."

Napatingin naman ako kay Jess, naguguluhan ako, ano ba dapat? Tama sya, kung patuloy ko pa rin syang hahabulin, iiyak lang ako. Kung magmomove on naman ako, sasaya ba ako?

"But i love her, Jess."

"Yeah you love her so you should let her go, she's already happy with him."

"Yeah, let her go, lianne, Nahihirapan din kami ni Jess kung patuloy kang magkakaganyan, maawa ka naman sa sarili mo."

"Let her go? Can you let go of your happiness?"

"Uhm yeah, if it'll make my life better."

"I can't let go of her jess, krys. I'll fight for her. I'll chase her, but if my heart can't handle the pain, i-i'll stop."

"Well you should, we're always on your back. We love you lianne."

Im the luckiest. I have them.

"I love you too best."