This is not the first time that I heard someone is crushing on me but for Pete’s sake! It’s freaking Yijin Lorenzo!

Hindi ako makapaniwala, how come he had a crush on me? That almost perfect guy had a crush on me?

Had, past tense. But still! He had a crush on me!

For real? Yijin Lorenzo had a crush on me?

Napailing ako sa sarili, hindi talaga ako makapaniwala. Tumayo ako at itinapat ang sarili sa salamin.

“Ganda ka gurl?” I laughingly said while staring at myself. “Woah! T-that guy had a crush on you!” I laugh crazily.

I mean, I’m not the type of beauty na unang magugustohan ng lahat o unang lilingunin ng lahat. I have a plain face, sadyang marunong lang akong mag-ayos at damitan ang sarili ko kaya nasasabi nilang maganda ako. I also have confidence in myself kaya nadadala ko nang maayos ang sarili. My face is not perfect, I’m not that fair and I have tiny scars on my face because of pimple breakout when I was thirteen. I still have pimples from time to time lalo na kapag malapit na ang period ko. My nose is not perfect, it’s tiny but it’s a little bit pointed. My lips are also a little bit pouty and my teeth, err! One of my greatest insecurities kasi may pangil ako.

No matter my insecurities are, I love my whole self and it made my insecurities vanish. It turns out not an insecurity or something to be ashamed of for me. It is uniqueness.

I love my long wavy hair, and almond beautiful eyes. My eyebrows are not perfect but it’s nice. My eyelashes are curled at it really made my eyes perfect.

I’m not that tall but my height is enough for my age. I’m petite and I have a very tiny waist line.

Kapag tinatanong ako ng mga tao kung ilang taon na ‘ko, nagugulat sila kapag sinasabi kong seventeen pa lang ako. They don’t believe it ‘cause they thought I’m fourteen! And it’s because of my body. I don’t have anything on it, I found it cute whenever they will said that.

But Yijin Lorenzo, seriously! May insecurities ba sa katawan ang lalaking ‘yon? He’s a ten over ten guy. Paulit-ulit kong sasabihin at hindi ako magsasawa. He’s almost perfect!

From his hair down to his toe nail, wala akong nakikita na dapat ika-insecure niya sa sarili niya. Of course, nobody is perfect but even his flaws looks perfect on him!

Not to mention that he has a unique and beautiful name. Yijin.

Pinaka-importante sa lahat ang character ng tao. And I’m telling you, Yijin Lorenzo never faltered. Siya na ang pinakamabait na nilalang na nakilala ko sa mundo. That’s not a joke!

Sobrang bait niya, a true gentleman! He’s kind and cute lalo na kapag nakikipaglaro siya sa mga bata. He would always treat us whenever he had the means. He’s smart and a very worthy person. His story of conversion with God was so great, a story that everyone should hear. He’s a very faithful person, he is also obedient and diligent in everything he does. He’s always a biggener to all things, he’s always ready to listen everytime we’ll tell story about miracles in our lives.

I know it all, kasi sa simbahan ko siya nakilala.

Siya ‘yung tipo ng lalaki na akala mo sa libro lang nage-exist. I love reading books, and I always thought that guys life a perfect fictional character won’t exist in reality. But that thought of mine was erased when I get to know him.

He’s the guy everyone is dreaming of, halos nasa kanya na ang lahat.

I would complement him because he deserves the complement. He’s perfect but from the very first day I saw him, I didn’t have a special eye for him more than a friend and a churchmate.

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