The age thing was bothering me
too
A four year difference is a ten year sentence..
When I'm 18 you'll be 21 going on 22...
When I'm 30 you'll be 33 going on 34...
Temptations are hard to hold back, but I got your back
I understand everything you've said
It's like somehow I wrote our future... without the death part..[MILD SPOILER]
I just want to be happy with you
But sadly the world can only withstand so much of that until it's gone...
I tell people when I can finally be free to be with you...
...what if you don't want me anymore?
What if you find someone else?
Better, that deserves your love
All I wanted was to have fun this summer and gain a new friend
Maybe even fall in love...Because when I met you I stopped explaining myself you just read me like an open book
Page by page
Period after period
I'm sorry I added to the fire and put the thought in your head that we could be together but it was the both of us...
To fall in love with the only one I could never really get off my mind...
That I knew I couldn't have...But I had hope
But I just didn't think it through
(Sudden p.o.v. change)
But Angel, he this way of understanding me, he has great friends that know when to protect him, and by the looks of it he's ready to be in the air force. I'll miss his boyish cute smile and obsidian tousled waves.
He couldn't get any better.
But he's too good for me... but maybe I do deserve someone like that.
Maybe I do.
One day...when everything is a little more settled. I just hope that you'll still love me tomorrow.
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And this is the,sappy story of what never was and what can not be (at the moment).
-Luke
