Warnings: mentions of blood, murder, and violence, attempts on suicide, death
Saturday, November 14, 2020
The day that he's been waiting to come finally came. The day where another day comes, where time continuously flows, where he can continue his life. He's been wishing for the loop to end since the beginning of it so why? Why does it hurt so much now?
Seungmin didn't bother standing up, just blankly looking out the window. Maybe, just maybe this is still part of a dream, maybe he's still in a loop. Right! He immediately stood up, running out of the house. He ran to the building where Felix lives only to be stopped by multiple people around the area talking and whispering around.
"What happened?" He heard someone ask.
"The neighbor found a dead body outside the building."
"The victim died lying in a pool of his own blood."
"He's so young too. Such a poor soul."
"No... That's not true." Seungmin uttered out, causing the people to stop.
Seungmin pushed past the people in from of him cause he can't, he refuses to believe. He only stopped when he saw a body on the stretcher, a white cloth covering his body except his face, letting him catch a glimpse of his lover's face.
It's as if the realization has finally dawned in on him... It's really over... The loop has ended already! He's really gone now...
He felt a sudden sharp pain in his chest causing him to place his hand against it. At that, he finally let out a sob, his tears continuously flowing out of his eyes. He still can't accept it all, everything's just so sudden. He can't seem to grasp the idea of it occurring. Maybe because he actually adapted well to the idea of living continuously in the time loop? Or maybe he's slowly, slowly realizing that he's really gone now that's why it's that painful.
He never thought the day will come where he'll wish he still lives in a dimension where he had to die multiple times than to be there.
'I'm willing to go through hell if it means being with you.'
Sunday, November 15, 2020
Time is useless...
Through the time he isolated himself, he's able to come up to that conclusion. He finds it stupid that humans are the only species on the planet that seems to care so much about time.
He managed to look out the window through his tearful eyes, looking at the dark and cloudy sky, seemingly causing the night to be extra colder. He finds it ridiculous of him that even if he has stated that time is stupid, he still wonders what time it is, how long has it been?
He feels extremely tired. He hasn't slept yet, all he does is cry, staring blankly at the clock on the wall that somehow stopped working. He doesn't know when it stopped nor does he feel like standing up to try to fix it. Now, he's only looking at how the time is exactly 1:01 on the clock.
Each second he's now spending in the real world feels so excruciating. He's a patient man but at that moment, he just wants to speed everything up. To be reunited with the sole reason while he's still staying, why he's holding on...
"Soon my love." He managed to mutter out, a small smile making its way to his face.
Monday, November 16, 2020
Minho-hyung
Are you running late?
The boss is kinda...
He's kinda turning
into a fire dragon
now that you're not
here...
Sent. Friday, 8:32 am
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