IN WHICH VIRGINIA HARMON
is still in love with her ex and
every interaction with him is
like a death by a thousand cuts.
or
IN WHICH CONRAD FISHER
is still in love with his ex, but
only has the guts to speak to
her when he's high.
THE SUMMER I TUR...
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'IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T CRAVE CONRAD'S ATTENTION BECAUSE I DO. I will always need his attention, always need another hit of the addicting drug that's Conrad Fisher, but I don't want this kind of attention from him. I don't want the 3 AM calls or spam texts when he's as high as a kite. I don't want the slurred words, I don't want the compliments that fumble off his numb tongue, and I don't want the stolen glances from glazed eyes. I don't want his advances fuelled by an intoxicated brain. I want Conrad Fisher's attention when he's sober. I want him to want me when he's not numb to the world's cruelties. I want him to want me consciously.
Is that so wrong?
But, why does my heart still sing nonetheless?
Goodnight, Ginny'
. . .
private message Fitz, Ginny 7:21 PM
GINNY I hate you.
FITZ Understandable but why?
GINNY There's a bonfire tonight and Becca is forcing me to go
Jer already texted too... the boys will be there
FITZ Ahh Conrad
That is unfortunate
GINNY This is your fault
FITZ How on earth??
GINNY You got grounded dumbass
FITZ You don't HAVE to go. No one is threatening your future firstborn or whatever
