IN WHICH VIRGINIA HARMON
is still in love with her ex and
every interaction with him is
like a death by a thousand cuts.
or
IN WHICH CONRAD FISHER
is still in love with his ex, but
only has the guts to speak to
her when he's high.
THE SUMMER I TUR...
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'SOMETIMES I THINK I HAVE LOVED CONRAD FISHER SINCE MY FIRST BREATH, and that I will love him until my final breath. Conrad Fisher is constant, neverending, infinite even... or so he was. I have never known life without him and I have no clue how I will start now. Because Conrad Fisher is no longer mine. And these memories, well, they press the knife deeper into my gut — they no longer belong to me either. The giggle-filled late-night dances in the kitchen and the early-morning walks on the beach and everything in between will become nothing more than stolen memories of my first love.
And, even now after he broke my heart, I still love him.
It was like a death by a thousand cuts. A death that still haunts me to this day. A death that still kills me today.
Yet, I'd let Conrad Fisher kill me again. And again. And again.
Because if death by a thousand cuts is what it takes to regain the stolen memories of my first and only love, then by all means I'd hand Conrad the knife again.
I'd never tell him that, though.
Until next time, Ginny '
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private message Fitz, Ginny 11:07 PM
FITZ Are you coming up this weekend?
GINNY Friday night
Do you miss me??
FITZ Bitch never. I saw your ugly ass like 3 months ago
GINNY You always make me feel so loved <3
FITZ You deserve it all <3
Are your brothers coming up
GINNY They're still somewhere in Europe... Paris I think
FITZ I miss the twins
They're so much nicer than you
GINNY Yeah yeah whatever
Is Conrad up yet? (deleted)
Have the Fishers arrived? (deleted)
Did you hear from the others? (deleted)
I miss you so much :(
FITZ I miss your dumb ass too <3
GINNY We're gonna have so much fun this summer
Take Cousins by storm
We have to host a party!!
FITZ Yeah... about that...
GINNY no NO. DON'T TELL ME.
FITZ I'm grounded... Indefinitely
GINNY What did you do
WHAT DID YOU DO FITZGERALD
FITZ I killed Geraldine
GINNY YOU TOTALED THE MERCEDES??
How the fuck Fitz??
FITZ I wanted to impress a cute boy... went on a joyride and hit a parked car
Geraldine is dead
GINNY I had my first kiss in that car :(
Are you okay though
FITZ Of course you think of Conrad before my wellbeing smh Gin
GINNY I didn't think of Conrad. It was an offhand comment
FITZ Yeah. Whatever.
GINNY It was!! I promise!!
FITZ Has he called you again?
GINNY Last night. He was high. Again.
FITZ You need to block his number
GINNY I can't (deleted)
I know
FITZ You really need to
Oh btw I'm totally going to sneak out to see you
GINNY Bad idea
FITZ Good idea
GINNY I'll see you this weekend I should head to bed
FITZ See you later gator and block him
BLOCK HIM!!!
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incoming call From: IGNORE. IGNORE. IGNORE. 3:17 AM ACCEPT/DECLINE
incoming call From: IGNORE. IGNORE. IGNORE. 3:18 AM ACCEPT/DECLINE
incoming call From: IGNORE. IGNORE. IGNORE. 3:21 AM ACCEPT/DECLINE
(IGNORE. IGNORE. IGNORE. GINNY)
What is it? I was sleeping.
Gin-Gin... I see you even when everything is black
You need to stop calling me.
Gin-Gin, are you an angel?
Conrad. Please. This needs to stop.
Why are you in my head, my angel? Why do I hear your voice?
I'm not in your head. You called me.
I need to tell you something. Hehe.
No, you don't.
Conrad, are you still there?
Hi.
Goodnight.
CALL ENDED
. . .
private conversation IGNORE. IGNORE. IGNORE., Ginny 3:24 AM
