robin arellano x leah blake

" i feel sad "

i wake up with a pounding headache
as soon as i stand up i feel like i'm gonna throw up
i run to the bathroom shut the door and throw up

i fall next to the toilet
" leah ? " i hear someone say but i can't quite make out who
" yea- " i'm cut off by the feeling of me about to throw up again

i wipe my face off

" come in " i say
i'm hoping it's robin
" okay " gwen says while walking in
" oh hi gwen " i say while looking up with my eyes closed
" are you okay " she says while sitting down next to me
" yeah i'm fine just feeling sick " i say
" i'll get you some water " she says walking into the living room
" damn leah next time take it easy on the tequila " robin says standing at the door way

i flip him off

" yeah i can't even get up now " i say
" yeah you can come on give me your hands " he says while holding his arms out
" uhh here " i say putting my hands into his
" 1 2 3 " he says pulling me up
" no nope im gonna throw up again " i say

he grabs my face and holds it up
" look up and swallow " he says
i do that
and suddenly i don't need to throw up
" did it work ? " he says
" i think " i say
" great now get ready " he says pulling me into my room
" what why " i say
" me and you are gonna go somewhere leah just get ready " he says
" this date is gonna be great " i say
" wait a da- " i cut him off
" now get out so i can change " i say
" unless you wanna stay in here and watch " i say sarcastically
" yeah sure " he says
" oh ?? robin we get your in love with me but take me to get a can of pop first geez " i say rolling my eyes
" i- " he's cut off by finney
" robin come look at this ! " he says
" bye " i say shutting my door

time skip —-————————————————————

" so where are we going ? " i say looking at robin
" to go grab a can of pop like you said " he says
" wait so this is an actual date ? " i say stopping him
" if you want it to be.. i guess i kind of like you leah " " even though we aren't close im starting to like you but your too good for me " he says looking down
" too good for you ? i get beat up by my old man, i got sent away to a school for bad kids, i drink, i fight, how am i too good for you robin ? " i say looking at him
" because when i get hit by my mom i can't take it, but you can.. that's what so special about you, you can always take a punch and you can give one too " he says looking at me while holding my hand

" robin.. you get hit by your mom ? " i say with a hint of sadness in my voice

robin

" robin.. you get hit by your mom ? " she says to me
she almost looks.. i don't know disappointed ?
" oh i- yeah i do " i say looking down
she lets go of my hand and walks away

she actually walks away

and just like that,
i actually feel like crying
for the first time in a long time
i feel sad

Leah

i want hug robin so bad
but i see that god damn black van again
and it's turning the corner
so i walk away from robin
and walk all the way home

because i can't risk whoever is in that van seeing me with robin
and taking him away

time skip ———-—–——–—————-––—–—————

it's a monday

i have to see robin today
i get up at 6 am and start getting ready