My life so far

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"You're weird"
A sentence that I've heard about a million times in my life.
What does that even mean?
"You're weird"
What about me is weird?
We are all a little weird, what about me is so different?
"You're weird"
Is it my way of talking, walking, laughing?
Or is it just me, that loves the talking but can't deal with the mocking.
Is it just me, that loves the fiction for all of the obvious reasons.
Or is it just me?
"You're weird"
Or do you know all my secrets;
all my pieces;
all my clichés;
that I repeat and over read situations from ages ago with people that come and go.
That I imagine my life like a movie without even moving.
That I crush on everyone I know but I just crush myself until they go.
"You're weird"
I eat, sleep, breath, I am human so why do I feel like I'm not, like I got put in an unknown world with unknown rules, a body that isn't mine and so many questions that can't or won't be answered by anyone.
So what do you want from me, an apology for not knowing how to play the game?
So yes
"I am weird"

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