"Danny?" I walked right up to him at school wanting some answers. "Why?" I whispered. Danny just looked at me as if he didn't know the answer to my question. He knew what they had been doing to me yet he choses them out of everyone else in this fucking school!
"Why? Because he finally sees you are nothing." Iris growled shoving me away. "Stay away from him. He doesn't love you." I whimpered when felt a kick in my stomach. Everyone watched but no one helped. Of course no one would. Iris crouched down to my level. "Just give it up already. No one's going to love you." he brushed my hair back mockingly. "Understand? Just give up trying to get someone to love you. You might as well not even get with anyone. Just live a lonely life." he got up and put his arms around Danny, both walking away. Collin on the other hand just stood there for a long while.
"Just give up trying to get anyone else to love you or to even touch you." Collin finally said after just standing there, he didn't touch me or hit me though. But his words hurt more than punches could ever. It was another afternoon full of pain. I didn't even bother going to the nurse. She would just give me ice without a second look. Taking my book bag, walking away from the school. The great part of these daily hits was that it always happened at the end of the day. Never in the mornings. Maybe a few name callings but that was it. Taking a few more breaths I ran. I knew for a fact I was being chased. Again.
Present Times...
"Hmmm.. Timothy!" This stranger grabbed onto my hips hard and pounded away. I clawed his back unable to control my screams. I bit my lip to try to control myself a little, he in return bit and sucked my neck. With one last hit he threw himself onto me harder and came into the condom inside of me with eyes closed. "Stay the night babe." He told me, holding onto me.
"Just give me my money." I told him. He glared at me and pulled out his wallet handing me a few hundreds. I cleaned up a little so I don't smell disgusting and put my clothes on. Bidding him a goodbye.
"What do you want." I answered my phone once it rang.
"Where are you?" Ellie asked immediately all worried and stuff.
"Going home." I said while going down the stairs of the filthy motel. I looked both ways before crossing the street to get to my car.
"Just you know, hanging with the boyfriend, guess what he got me?!" Ellie whispered yelled, sounding all secretive.
"I'm guessing a new car, dog, or..."
"He got me a dog! Can you believe it. He is so adorable, technically he's a puppy though." Ellie gushed.
"You two are so in love." I mumbled. I was envious of them, why couldn't I find love. What was so wrong about me that made me so unlovable. I opened my car door and sat in, putting my seatbelt on. "Why don't you just get married?" I pulled out of the parkinglot.
"I want to." Ellie told me while closing a door it seemed.
"Well why don't you." I whispered back. It was obvious that these two would end up married, they might as well be soulmates. I chuckle to myself. Soulmates. Is that even possible? "Really Ellie, you're too young to be thinking about that."
"What? I'm 23!"
"Well act like it. Cause next thing you know, you're fifty and with kids." I began driving towards his house. "I'll be there in 10 minutes okay? Bye." I hung up and ignored the weird sensation I was getting from the truck behind me. It seemed like it was following me. But I ignored it, there were a lot of creeps in this rough town.
Ellie and I, we were best friends. Like brothers. He was the one that found me roaming the streets once my parents kicked me out after I graduated. They didn't even come to my graduation. When I came home my surprise was my packed bags in the driveway waiting for me. I didn't questions them, I just picked them up and left without a look back. With my capping gown on my back.
When I met Ellie, I had no idea he was a self made millionaire. He worked from the ground up for what he wanted. Ellie told me that mostly everyone only wants his money, that's why he was quick to help me when he saw me like I was.
Cause I was just a lost person who just needed a place to go. It didn't matter where. Ellie offered me a job at his mother's restaurant, I got along with her well. She treated me like she would treat anybody. Giving me the chance to prove that I'm not some delinquent. As the months went by Ellie and I grew closer and he introduced me to one of his friends. His name was Dominic. He made his money in a darker way but that to the side, he was also the CEO of some company.
I found out what he did and convinced him to let me work for him. He wasn't sure but I begged him until he gave in.
In way I found it as an escape. An escape from feeling lonely and afraid. When I had no one, I would go and find a job. Someone willing to pay for me. Ellie didn't have to know. He would be very disappointed in me. Ellie had offered me a job, a place to stay and I knew he would had offered to pay for my college but I just couldn't let him. I needed to find a way to make my own money.
The place where we currently lived in was far away from where I originally was. Ellie was on vacation when he found me roaming around, the same week I had graduated. He gave me a chance, I hoped he wasn't a serial killer and here I am.
I pulled into his driveway. His home was pretty nice I'm not going to lie it was huge, not to huge but bigger than my parents house and that was saying something. "You're home Timmy!" he threw his arms around me.
"Yes I am and don't call me Timmy." I mumbled.
"We cooked food! Come, come!" it was a wonderful night, making me forget about what I had to endure an hour earlier. All I wanted to do was crawl up in a ball and sleep forever. I just wanted to cuddle with somebody but it was difficult to trust anybody. I wanted somebody who loved me but.. I don't know anymore.
