i want you not them..||Slender x bacon||

"what am i thinking....?"

i'm back mfs😍✌️

SLENDERS POV

how long has it been...? four days if i'm correct, but it feels longer than usual, like something has been on my mind for awhile. Something has been bothering me for the past four days but i don't know what it is. i sighed and landed in my chair i was on discord, i was talking with my girlfriend, she hung up to go to sleep but i couldn't i didn't know why but, this feeling keeps me awake the entire time it's annoying.

i took my melatonin and plopped down on my bed.

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"heh you said that you would rather die than kiss me," he said with a smirk "but it seems you have failed again to not to fall for me, heh just admit slendy you LOVE me don't you?" " i never said that," my face felt like it was burning i didn't know what the fuck is happening but every goddamn word that came out of this mans mouth was annoying "you are a sick bastard you know, assuming that i'm in love with you? as if" i scoffed

"i don't think you understand love," "oh? and what don't i understand" " i could top you whenever"

"excuse me?"
"hehe i guess you are slow huh?"
"what does that have to do with you trying to top me?!" " aw look your blushing." "am not!" "yea ok" he moved closer, i blushed more as he put his hand over my waist and.....

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i woke up my face red and sweaty, the dream i had...
i went to get water from the fridge i chugged it down like i haven't drank anything in years, i wide my mouth and threw the bottle away. i texted my best friend he was nice he had the same style as me and he helped a lot with emotional support, i would vent to him once in a while.

✨bestie😍

s:hey best friend

sb:do you need something?

s:um yea actually

sb:ok what do you need help with?

s:*explaining what happened and the dream*

sb: and you don't know what your feeling?

s:yea

sb: well i think your in love with him

s: WHAT I CANT BE IN LOVE WITH HIM IM STRAIGHT AS A WALL

sb:and last time i checked is that walls have bumps on them and usually don't come out straight.

s:BRO PLS TELL ME THIS A JOKE-

sb: come on you know my jokes are terrible, and that's why i don't joke around

s:fuck-

sb:yeah should've set that one out

s: imma set this one out real quick-
nd
sb: ok bye bestie 😘

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"bro please i can't have a crush on that bacon i'm straight! and i have a gf!" i kept cursing to myself. i kept cursing to myself and wondering if i actually did have a crush on him.

going back and forth everytime, "what am i going thinking?!" "of course i don't have a crush on him." do i... but do i tho...? "what am i thinking....?"