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cowgirlwavy its crazy how fast y'all think I would switch up 

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missionaryjack nothing but luv bby 

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cowgirlwavy im good on alllll that 

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missionaryjack keep that same energy 

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now im really confused

what are you confused about urban 

uhm urban 

we will come back to that but 

wtf happened with you and jack 

he was so happy after yesterday 

I thought you guys had a good time

I was just playing my part urban 

is that all you wanted 

I need to get back to something

yeah Ig.. well we are leaving soon...

I assume youre going to say bye 

at least to me 

idk ill see if I have time 

okay waverly whatever you say 

why are you so god damn dramatic 

im the one being dramatic?

okay waves 

lmk when youre ready to grow up. 

read at 12:45 pm 

wtf did urban know. he fucking worshiped my parents even if I told him he wouldn't believe me and one good day doesn't change everything that has gone down between jack and I. he was always playing some fucking game, if urban was a good friend he wouldn't want jack anywhere near me. he had a first hand view at all the girls jack just discarded like a piece of garbage, and he wanted me to go through that... NAH FUCK HIM, FUCK HIM FUCK JACK and most of all FUCKKKKK my parents. I laid down in my bed and just screamed, jack was back for like two days and had already fucked up so much. I was slowly drifting into a rage filled slumber when I heard my phone go off, a ringtone that I always regretted... my mother. I groaned as I answered 

'hello' it came out groggy and grump

'hi wavy baby' her voice was eerily sweet- I could already tell she wanted something

'yes mother' rolling my eyes

'so we saw some interesting pictures on the interweb' god I fucking knew it

'we thought you hated jack' I heard my dad pipe up in the background 

'urban asked me to entertain him, I was j doing my duties as babysitter'

'seemed pretty close for a babysitter' my dad said snidely 

'was there a point to this conversation' 

'jeez waves, always to the point with you' my mom said as she sighed

my dad continued, 'well we pulled some stings and... YOUR GOING ON TOUR WITH JACK!!' he basically screamed into the phone like I had won the fucking lottery 

I felt my eyes start to burn I hated crying and I hated how they always just dictated my life, I knew there was no point in arguing with them so I just excepted my fate and started crying

'oh wavy youre that excited!! you dont have to cry baby'

'I knew shed love it Charles'

'when do I leave'

'today silly, better get to packing, you'll have plenty of room, we bought you your own bus' 

'bye' I hung up the phone and started the hysterics- I knew this was going to happen. my life is basically over and im fighting with all of my friends, urban who I would usually talk to about this certain thing was currently not talking to me.. I had never felt more alone and I was nearly always alone