I never would've thought that I could've ended up like the way I am at the moment. When I was young I had friends...
Friends...
I really haven't had any for many years. The closest I've ever received were acquaintances whom I never truly bonded with, nor have I seen outside of school. Heh, you know it's wrong when you start viewing school as an opportunity rather than a chore but I guess that's what growing up is; or is it? I keep combating these questions in my head as they run rampant over and over again. Over... and... sigh, I'm exhausted. I plummet myself back to sleep and wake up for another day of "opportunity". Maybe this day can be the difference from emptiness and misery to perhaps the hope and bloom that I strive to achieve. Anywho, laying in bed and being late won't benefit me, so I'll just hurry my slow self up a notch.
As I walk towards school, I look around and spot her again. My one and only best friend from my early childhood. She always seem to feel happy whenever I catch glimpses of her on days like these; always skipping and smiling and shining whilst I'm casted aside like I'm forgotten in the world's eyes. The only people in life that I ever talk to now are the ones I find on the internet and play games with, but making real friends was always difficult for me as she would always help me at those scenarios. Now it just feels so boring and empty without her, and with my parents gone overseas to open up a restaurant it feels as if living is becoming more and more unbearable every damn day.
Moving those thoughts aside, I knew that sulking around those same repetitive thoughts would lead to nothing. Honestly, I was considering to join a club soon - any club for that matter. I wouldn't care what it was as long as the atmosphere projected a social and positive environment, which is difficult for me to find. However most of the clubs I saw were just lousy anime clubs or dorky geeky gaming clubs and despite those two being solid interests of mine, I knew myself that they were ran by those group of kids that I couldn't stand up against, no matter how much time passed...
With a deep sigh, I placed my right hand on front of the board and just stared off into space. Is there really a community I can search for anymore? I couldn't tell how much time had passed, but I'm rather confused with my well-being like I always was. However, my eyes accidentally locked onto one specific sheet of paper being advertised: "The Literature Club" which is on for the whole week and is looking for new members of any kind. Is this really a place I should find myself in soon? Is this place-
???: 'My, a-are you perhaps i-interested in joining the Literature Club?'
My body froze as I heard a soft voice ring in my ears. Who is this girl? Is she talking to me, I wonder?
Y:n: 'Are you talking to me?'
She gasped quite audibly. When my gaze met hers, I was met with quite possibly one of the most beautiful looking girls I had ever seen in a long while. She was quite tall in length, possibly even exceeding me with her height; long violet hair that I had never truly seen before; and an aura of awkwardness that I knew well of.
???: 'Of course! I-I mean yes!'
Y/n: 'Ah, well, would you recommend this club for me then?'
???: 'I-I'm not a-aware of who you a-are, h-however I f-find it plausible...'
She's relentlessly fidgeting with her own hair like she's presenting a speech to a whole crowd, plus she might of sounded a little more blunt than she needed to be.
Y/n: 'Short answer: Do I look like I'd fit right in?'
???: 'Why yes! W-we could always have a-additional members i-involved!'
Who is this girl anyway? I've never seen her in my past 3 years attending this school and now she pops up when it's my last year here whilst I'm looking for after school clubs. Is she new or something? Tsk, it's not her fault, it's mine for remaining as isolated as I am now; but The Literature Club seems like a smart place where I could find a small community to feel accompanied in. But recalling back to Japanese Literature after school classes... they were all girls, with just a few odd boys tagging along. I'm not against guys with a feminine side, but it's definitely off putting for a guy like me that just wants a dude bro in his life.
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I Need You Darling | DDLC (Yandere Yuri x Male Reader)
Fanfiction*Finished but busy rewriting/editing. Keep in mind that some parts may have odd and inconsistent writing due to the fact they were done years ago, so now I'm just making them better and more readable (if I actually had the motivation to fix it).* A...
