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~*Thanksgiving 2010*~
The week before thanksgiving my mom was texting Dan and found out that there was going to an extra person comming with them and my mom got pissed, because nobody asked if the person could come! And I know that it is something stupid to get pissed over but you got to see it from our point. When we invite somebody over we will expect a certain amout of people over, no more! So at thanksgiving there was me, mom, dad, my grandma, grandpa, Dan, Michael, Ella, Jay, Gemma, and baby Allyn. Everything went just peachy (see the excitement. Hahaha!!), Jay and I did not get to spend that much time together, of course. But we all had fun, and then Jakob showed up, he is Dan’s nephew and one of my best friends and brother.
For our one month anniversary Jay got me a big ass stuffed dog and he wrote me a note. The note was so sweet that I almost cried. (Put the here), but things were going great in our relationship.
~*Over the next couple of months/with arguments*~
Things were still going good but we started getting into little arguments over stupid shit. The arguments would start off small then they would escalate into a big fight, we would start yelling and screaming and getting pissed off at each other all because Jay would say something that would piss me off and he knew how bad my temper is, but he would still do shit to piss me off. But after we would calmed down we would apologize to each other and stuff would go back to the way it was before the argument. Then when the next time we would argue everything would go to shit and the arguments just kept getting bigger and bigger, on an average we would get into an argument about once a week. Every argument we had made me want to break up with him, I have no idea why I didn’t break up with Jay. I wish I had broken up with him after the first argument because then I would not have been all that much in love with him. I tried everything in my power to stop arguing with Jay, but every time I tried something it didn’t work because Jay didn’t want it to work. I tried telling him to txt me back after he calmed down and got off his attitude, that didn’t work because then he would get even more pissed and he would say “I don’t have an attitude!”, that would lead to another argument. I tried talking to him, OMG!!! Talking to Jay was a nightmare! When I would try to talk to him he would not listen to me. He would talk his mom or brother or Dan or he would be texting his friends when we were on the phone. Also Jay and I could not have a good conversation without Michael interrupting us and annoying the hell out of us (ME!!)
During the last few months of our relationship I tried communicating with Jay so that we wouldn’t get in that many arguments, like that ever happened!! (Notice the annoyance). Ha Ha. That didn’t work, nothing worked. Here is something he text my mom and told her. (This is an actual text) “I love her but every time we fight she’s pushing me away and she thinks she pulling me closer but really she’s pushing me away from her, I don’t want to lose her.” Jay would always tell me that I am pushing him away. But the truth is that he was the one that was pushing me away because he would never a serious conversation with me, and the last part “I don’t want to lose her” was a lie. Well maybe at the time it was true at the time, but I don’t think so. But half of the time I would say something joking around and he would get pissed because I said the wrong thing.
~*A/N: Thank God!!! We are not together anymore!!! All the drama is gone now!!! I am so happy!!*~
~*February 2011*~
A lot of stuff happened this month. Jay and I got into more arguments, but besides that everything was going good. One day I went to spend the day with him. We almost had sex! That is a funny story. But here it is…
Mary and Jay came to pick me up on Feb. 6th so that I could be up there instead of him coming down here. So they picked me up and I was like really tired and wanted to go to bed, well we left from my house and went to Otsego. On the way up there I almost fell asleep but stayed awake so I could see my surroundings. When we first got to the house Jay went and sat on the couch and I sat beside him, then he went outside to smoke (yes Jay is a smoke and he has asthma wonderful combo) and look at his moms car because it was having some problems. Then we went back in the house and he had the laptop and got on facebook and I was sitting by him. When he was done with Mary grabbed the laptop and went in her room and took a nap, so Jay and I were in the living room by ourselves. Jay decided to lay on the couch and I was sitting beside him and he told me to lay down beside him so I did. I wanted to take a nap because I was so tired (the nap didn’t happen), one thing leads to another and so on. I was lying on their long ass skinny couch that is very uncomfortable. And I was covered up with Jay’s fireman blanket. Jay started messing with my neck (my neck is a very sensitive spot), first he was just tickling my neck by blowing on it, then something in my head clicked and the next time he blows on my neck I start arching my back because it felt so good.
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