I miss you

I miss the days when I saw your face lookin across the room

Even just your presence took away the grey and gloom

I always asked why the heck did she agree to be with me

But I found out I was just another wasn't meant to be

I loved you for your qualities not really for your looks

I loved how smart you were when you taught me stuff from books

I wish you could see through my eyes yourself time and time again

You'd lose your insecurities and finally be content

Looking back now I know that still wouldn't be enough

There's so many things wish I could've helped you with when your life was ruff

Then again it still wouldn't work, you never let me in

Instead you shut me out and discarded me like trash in a bin

Love is such a powerful drug almost like a disease

I wish I could just cut it out and ignore it when I please

I still miss you every day even after all you did

You put my heart through hell and back with no love given god forbid

I dream of you night after night your memory is all I see

I wish your memory would just finally leave me be

It hurts enough not having you here

But the dreams keep coming instilling fear