despair - h.hyunjin ★

chapter 21

ew this is so plain.. but whatever, i just put my hair up in a ponytail and used some moisturizer and lip balm, this is the first time im going to school- or rather anywhere, with no makeup, ugh. just for you seungmin-

then i quickly rushed down and mom was still asleep, i let her be and got out.

"HEY IM SO SORRY I'M LA-" wh- where did he go?

wait did he leave without me- KIM SEUNGMIN HOW COULD YOU-

just then I heard a similar laugh from around my left side, i saw seungmin standing with a few kids on the small hotdog shop, there were about two kids, he gave them both each one.

does he know them?-

"seungmin!" i called him from behind, he looked back and smiled, "do you know these kids?" as the kids ran away after getting the food.

he giggled, "not really" then paid for it

is he feeding random kids?-

"they were looking at this stall from a long time so"

"ah i see-"

okay that's SO cute

then he started looking at me, "what?" i asked

"pft, you look adorable when you dress normal"

"oh-" i could feel my cheeks burning up "isn't this too plain tho" i looked back at my outfit

"its cute" he smiled, i looked at him

"a-ah thanks-"

"yes now let's go before we're more late"

i didn't say anything yet but kept looking at him, the morning sunshine falling on him was literally making him glow, he looks soo-

"y/n?" i kept staring, until he snapped his finger infront of me

"o-oh- yeah lets go-!" i quickly looked away and walked past him, but i heard him giggle before catching up with me. why do i always do this to myself- aaarghh
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"we need to hurry y/n its very late"

"oh let's take a uber-"

he looked at me, "we don't need one" he smiled

"huh- you wanna fly or wha-" as he held my hand and started running dragging me behind, but he took some random random allies instead of the path we usually take

"ARE YOU SURE THIS IS RIGHT-" i yelled as i was running behind him, he looked back and nodded, and started running again, I didn't even know these paths existed- after crossing a few lanes, we came out to the main road infront of the school.

"woah- i never knew this-"

he smiled, "you get to know alot of things when you're with me"

i just looked at him confused, what-

"lets get in quickly"

"a-ah yea!" we both ran in, the classes already started so we rushed into our respective classes.

my first class was math, but by the time i got there the teacher was already in, i took a deep breath and went in, all the attention suddenly went to me

aish what's with them, why are they looking at me as in im doing drugs or something.

"sorry sir! i got stuck in traffic" i bowed to the teacher.

"its okay go get a seat" i walked through the seats to find one, but most of them were taken, so i walked to the very back.

as i was about to sit down, someone from behind called my name