I wish I was smarter. I always have to watch other people do things over and over again for me to understand anything that normal people do.
I hated the way everyon in Nitmare's castle looked at me when I first became alles with him. I know they don't mean anything by it, but I hated their looks of dispoinment̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶s̶t̶u̶p̶i̶d̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶n̶ ̶s̶p̶e̶l̶l̶ ̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t̶ ̶whenever they did some thing and I didn't know what they were talking about. Killer tried to shake my hand when we first met, unaware of my h̶a̶p̶e̶p̶h̶o̶b̶i̶a̶h̶ ̶fear of touch. I didn't know what he was trying to do, so I had demanded what he wanted from me. He looked at me in a way I've never seen him look at anyon else since.
Blue looks at me like that a lot. Why is he sad for me? He should hate me.
I want to have a better memory. I like my memories with Blue, I wish they didn't begin to blur together the way they did.
I wish I could write neater. Everyon's writing is really nice looking in this book. My writing looks stupid, like a child.
I wish I didn't need my glasses to right this. I feel stupid wearing them. I look dumb. I am dumb.
I hate the way I look. I wish I looked like a normal skeleton, so I could at least walk down the street with everyon staring at me or children screming at me.
I̶ ̶w̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶a̶s̶ ̶s̶m̶a̶r̶t̶ ̶
I̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶s̶m̶a̶r̶t̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶N̶i̶ ̶
W̶h̶y̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶n̶o̶r̶m̶a̶l̶ ̶a̶g̶a̶i̶n̶?̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶e̶
आप पढ़ रहे हैं
The Book of Bad Things
फैनफिक्शन"Pay attention, you worthless underlings. Your negative emotions are so strong, they are getting in the way of the work you do in Alternate Universes. You should be ashamed of how pathetic you are. So, here's your orders: You must write in this book...
