Who knew a battle could lead to happiness? (a ghost blossom fanfic)

Fun~

"C-CAGS!" he shouts.

I fix his collar. It's not folded like it's supposed to.

"O-...oh. that's what..." He trails off

"Sit" I pat the floor next to me

He does so and I fix his tie. I decided to do a cool rose knot. I smile once I'm done. He goes for a hug but I push him away.

"Save it for after work dear. Your shirt is already wrinkled, you're just gonna mess it up more." I explain

He understands. He smiles. It's so adorable. He opens his mouth to say something then the door opens. It's one of the twins looking for spec. I know he doesn't want to leave me.

"Go darling. I won't hurt myself I promise" I reassure him with a smile

I stare at the ceiling. That adorable little smile. I just can't get over it. I lay down. I slowly drift to sleep. It's probably best if I do it now while waiting for him to get off work.

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I wake up to the sound of the door opening. It's spec of course. He doesn't even notice me. I don't wanna scare him, so I stay still and quiet. He takes off his work shirt and lays on me. He lays on me, head on my chest. He's listening to my heart beat. I wrap my arms around him.

He reacts quickly. He jumps up and looks at me. He sighs in relief.

"You scared the shit out of me." He laughs it off

I give him a kiss on his head. "I'm sorry"

He turns completely red. "Is that what we're doing?"

I nod. He moves up on me. He kisses me. I kiss back. His hand is on my chest, to feel my heartbeat. I wrap my tounge around his'. He moves down towards the brim of my pants and temps me. I wrap my arms around him.

He pulls back. "C-cagney...C-can I?... Uh..."

I nod "yeah, go ahead. It's fine"

We return to kissing. I'm hard as rock. Spec notices my expression. He rubs my pants right on the buldge. I try my best not to moan. I don't want the rest of the train's crew to hear me. He pulls away from the kiss. He moves down towards my pants. He unbuttons them and pulls them down along with my boxers. Naturally he sees my cock. I blush and look away. He looks rather confused. That's not good? Is it too small?! No it's 7 inches. (17.78 cm) That's not small right?

"I knew the living were sensitive there but I didn't know there was something there" he says

"H-how do you not know?!" I ask

"I'm a ghost. I don't have anything there." He explains

I mean I guess he's right. "But you were living at one point right?"

He shrugs "I don't know I've kinda always been a ghost."

He pokes it out of curiosity. It catches me off guard so I let out a quiet, soft moan. He looks at me.

"Oh?" He says to himself

I can tell he's figured out he's on the right track.

He puts his mouth on the tip. He doesn't really know what to do. So he grabs it a bit too hard. I push him off and bend over. It fucking hurts.

"Cags! Are you ok? I'm so sorr-!" He frantically says.

I cut him off. "I'm ok...j-...just...give me a moment..." I lie

It fucking hurts like hell. I take deep breaths and try to calm myself. It takes a bit for me to recover. I sit up against some boxes.

"Cagney I'm sorry I-..." He tries apologizing

"It's ok...maybe we should try to teach you before we do anything." I offer

He gives me a confused look.

"You can possess me right? Through trial and error you can figure it out." I explain further.

He turns red. "B-but... Uh... That's..."

I hug him. "It's alright if you don't wanna. It's just a thought

He lays on me. He looks kinda sad.

"don't worry we'll figure things out my dear" I smile

He cuddles up to me.

"Cags... I love you" he says

I hold him close. "I love you too."

I slowly drift to sleep. We may not have done much, but it's ok. I really like cuddling. It's so nice. He falls asleep before me. I never realized this, but I really enjoy seeing him sleep. I can't tell if watching him sleep is better than sex. (To be fair I've never really have done much with sex before I met spec) But I know I really like kissing him. But I think I just like being around him the most. There's just something special about it I can't describe.