"So clair..." james said, ahm well at this point medyo may something akong nararamdaman...
"May gusto ka bang sabihin sakin?" I ask with a worried eye looking at him, he looked at my eye but still keep his silent..
We finish our drink and sinasabi ko talaga ang awkward namin..
"Nag chat si michael baba raw tayo sa parking ,change location daw" biglang may nag salita sa likod , "ay dwende" sigaw ko sa gulat, " ay maka dwende sya oh" sambit ni gab, si gab pala akala ko kung sino hahahahah
Sumunod agad kami and dumiretsyo sa parking, i saw kuya's car and saw vince with him, sumakay agad kami and this time mag katabi kami ni james , ayoko sa gitna pero no choice gusto nya kasi sa tabi ng window eh so pinag bigyan kona..sa may kabila ko naman yung dwende tas sa harap tabi ng driver si vince.. kuya and vince looked worried kay james actually we all are..
"Kuya san tayo?" I ask kuya michael, " ahh black lights international resto and bar" sagot ni kuya, i never heard about it pero keri na..
I looked at james seeing him na sobrang lalim ng iniisip , i secretly held his hand but act like walang nangyari ..he looked at me pero inalis rin nya yung tingin nya , i was shocked to feel na parang napapahigpit ata yung hawak nya ..through out the byahe mag ka holding hands kami hehehhehe mainggit kayo char..
We stop sa malaking bar, "we're here" kuya said, bigla ring bitaw ni james, pag baba namin ng car towards the entrance, hinarang kami ng guard asking us ilang taon na kami ni gab since kami yung maliit, "ah 18 po " and showed him my i.d* , "ako rin po manong guard" gab showed his i.d*, ahhahaha naka pasok naman kami..
May iba pang friends sila kuya dun sa bar so pumunta na sya sa kanila ganon din si gab nakakita ng chica babes eh so kami nila vince and james yung nauna na sa vip table na pina reserved ni kuya.
"Anong drinks mo clair? Baka gusto mo ng cocktail?" Tanong ni vince , "ah mojito with lime" sagot ko sakanya meya pa kasi start namin eh.." ikaw james?" Tanong rin nya kay james "ah mojito rin tas add kana ng black label tsaka coke yung zero sugar ha" sagot naman ni james..umalis na rin si vince so kami nlang ni james yung naiwan..
"Hey ok kalang ba?" Tanong ko sakanya, he didn't respond so di nalang kami nag kikibuan .vince arrive "well parating na yung drinks wait lang natin" he said..
Sobrang silent namin ni james as if hangin lang kami sa isa't Isa..dumating rin yung drinks namin
"Si kuya and gab asan na sila?" I ask vince since silent si james .
" ah wala na nakipag inuman na kanina pa si kuya mo pero si gab di ko alam eh" sagot ni vince. "Ahh ok" i said . I start drinking my mojito pag ka ubos ko sinalin ko na rin yung black label hahahah lasinggera ng taon ako noh..pumasok si gab sa loob " yow sorry nag cr pako eh" he said .
We start drinking and naki sali narin si james ..
I saw kuya waving sa labas and sinesenyasan ako to go out side so lumabas na lang ako at iniwan yung mga boys..nagulat naman ako at naka sunod si james hahahaha ,the music was so loud grabe deserve ko naman siguro toh noh? Ehhehe we order beer and soju tas nag inuman nalang kaming tatlo habang nakiki party ..
"Kuya labas lang ako smoke break" i said to kuya nakaka umay yung alak .he didn't hear me so lumabas na lang ako and again naka buntot parin si james as if bodyguard ko sya ,hot bodyguard choz
While smoking lumipat ako sa may bandang sulok sa labas kasi may mga tao naka tingin sakin, "yossi?" I offered james, " i don't smoke" he replied, edi wag pero the time na kinagat ko na yung yossi and preparing na sindihan ito he snatched it sa bibig ko and put it in his mouth ," kala ko ba you don't smoke?" I told him habang naka taas yung kilay ko. he didn't respond and continue to be silent , kumaha ako ng panibagong yossi and sinindihan ko na.
But suddenly..james pushed me against the wall and lean a little para sindihan yung yossi nya sa sindi ng yossi ko , i was shocked ano toh landian out of nowhere?
Somethings off sakanya since earlier
"Hey clair i like you...no i love you more than just friends" he confess
Is he drunk? ...
