I think about it all the time
The happiness we once shared
How any time we were together
I was in a pure state of bliss
Your hand in mine the first night
I didn't know then that I would fall harder than I thought
When I'm with my friends I can easily say "I'm over him"
Yet every time I see you, my heart continuously breaks in two
I didn't realize that being so attached to you would cause so many problems
It takes a lot to not say hi to you or to ignore the fact that you exist
As time continues I see that I'll remember you for longer than I've known you
That's what hurts the most
I no longer have you to hold
Everyone sees the hell I've been through
I didn't realize that I could go from having you one day to completely losing you the next
Yet, you did nothing to fight for me
But my heart can't handle the hate towards you
At the end of the day, I could never hate you no matter how much I want to
They say time is the key to heal all wounds, but its been two months
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you
I miss you, even if you don't miss me
