𝓼𝓴𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓫𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓼

𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓷 𝓱𝓪𝓽𝓮

I have a love-hate relationship with my ed. On one side I'm annoyed that I'm mad at myself for eating three times today, even though the portions were way smaller than they should. On the other side, I wanna lose all the weight I can. I want to step on the fucking scale and see numbers that make me happy. At what cost though?

We've already established that I don't care about my health, but my sanity? The little that I have left?

I've been eating way too much lately, yet I wanna buy chips and chocolate. Fuck this.

(my phone died)
So I went to the store and bought grapes, cus at least that's healthier. Love that for me.

12.10.21