The Love Story Of Helena x Reader

Mother

TW⚠️ (rape, childhood trauma)

I woke up the next morning still a little hurt by what had just happened. But as I look over to where helena usually sleeps, I saw no one. I hear loud yelling from the kitchen and run down the stairs as I reached the kitchen I see the person I hoped I could avoid for the rest of my life a person I haven't spoken to in years. My mother, well a person who was supposed to be my mother but chose drugs and drink and creepy old men over her kids. She's the reason I didn't have a childhood the reason I had to raise myself. Our relationship was fully cut off when she stood by a man who hurt me she kicked me out calling me a lying whore. and when I could live for myself she comes back.
We make eye contact she slowly walks up to me  a cold look in her eyes slowly turns to anger as she raises her hand and slaps me across the face my hand quickly covering my face. Helena is standing there with a terrified look.
"maybe you should leave" Helena quietly says
" YOU THINK I SHOULD LEAVE... THIS IS MY DAUGHTER I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE HERE" she yells back
" Hellie can you give us a moment?" I ask Hellie giving her a sympathetic look. Helena reluctantly walks out of the kitchen
" What are you doing here?.... how did you find me?" I ask
" i'm your mother i'm supposed to know where you are just because you shut me out doesn't mean i'm not your mom" she snapped
" that's how you remember it? I shut YOU out? because I remember it as you kicking me out, you standing up for that man instead of your own kid. last time i knew you didn't want anything to do with me!" i objected 
" you lied about him and you know it. stop acting like a victim... you think because your a actress you can forget where you came from and even if anything did happen you know all those short skirts you used to where never helped anything" she almost giggled saying those words
" IT WAS MY SCHOOL UNIFORM...." i yelled back we both sat in silence for a minute
" WHAT HE DID WAS HIS FAULT HE DID THAT TO ME.... he raped me mom and you and I both know it you stopped being my mom the moment you stopped protecting me from him" i whimpered the last few words
"I think you should go... please"
she started for the door and looked back at me before closing the door and huffed " you were always a mistake your going to be just like your dad.... maybe you should talk to your girlfriend about yourself she seems to know nothing about the real you or your past" she looked over my shoulder making eye contact with a petrified Helena. i grabbed the door and slammed it turning back and running to my bed.

I curled up in a ball all I could do was cry. Hellie ran after me.
" Are you okay my love, let me see your face does it hurt?" she softly said to me
" You heard everything didn't you, what was said in there?" she nodded which made me cry harder
" That doesn't change anything, i love you and will always it's not your fault" Hellie wrapped her arms around me and held me as I cried in her arms

I stayed in bed for the next couple days all I could think about was my childhood the yelling and fighting me hoping for him to be to drunk to come in my room. Helena was loving to me bringing me food she finally made me get out of bed and helped my shower yesterday. I had not will to do anything except lay night bed I couldn't even sleep. I told Hellie everything about my childhood she looked more worried than anything suggested that I should go see someone but that freaked me out so she backed down with that idea.

" you have to sleep baby" Hellie whispered to me at 3am
" I cant... when I close my eyes I see everything" I cried back
"what if i talk to you as you fall asleep and hold you so you know i'm here" she suggested
" That might work" i crawled into her arms as she began to sing softly i began to drift off feeling safe knowing she's my home.