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Movie night

You sit next to Matt and Andrej, Andrej can notice that you feel awkward, he nudged you and gives you the look, "u good?" He asks with his eyes. you give him a look that says, "next to me" and you slightly nudge your head to the right to Matt. Andrej looks at you and starts smirking, he whispers, "you gotta be kidding me, you like-" you cut him of by slapping his hand. "DONT say his name! And idk.. maybe? No.. yes? I don't know.." you give a confused pout. Andrej gives you a reassuring look, "whatever you do, I'm always gonna be here for you. If he doesn't like you that's in him!" He smiles at you and you mouth thank you. You both resume watching the movie. You try to put your arm on the armrest but you feel someone else's arm already on it. You go to look and it's Matt's, he looks at you and asks if you want to use it, you say, "oh no sorry haha you can use it." You giggle out of embarrassment. Matt looks back at you he smiles. You both look into each others eyes and for a split second it looked like he was smiling back at you. You quickly look away hoping he didn't notice you staring at him, he then nudged your elbow and says hey can I have a few M&M's. "Of yea totally! You know I heard the blue ones are the best!" He says, "I think they taste the same haha, but yea!" Your eyes widen and realize what you just said, you then say he can have the rest and look away. You go and tap Andrej, "bro I just totally embarrassed myself!" He starts to giggle softly, "I know I heard everything" he says with a wide smirk on his face. You smack his arm away and giggle with him, you lay your head on his shoulder. He then offers you nerd clusters, you look so happy that you gasp in excitement. Everyone turns to look at you both and you both giggle and everyone starts to laugh. Everyone around you is shushing you and you finally stop laughing and continue to watch the movie. Matt taps your arm, "wanna hangout after getting canes?" He says with a smile. You say, "of course! Oh- uhm I mean sure." You say in an embarrassed tone. He then laughs with you and says, "haha okay good to know you are invested" you both smile at each other and the movie is about to finish. You all get ready to go to canes and you ride with Andrej in his care instead of
with Zosia and patryk. Andrej is the only one who knows about your feelings for Matt. You both talk about how your feelings for Matt. You finally get to canes but before leaving the car you say, "Oh Matt asked me to hangout in AMC, idk where we are going but idk how to act, I said yes but what if i embarrass myself again?" You say looking out the window. Andrej tells you, "hey look at me, if he doesn't like you then that's his loss. You are amazing and Im being honest, if he doesn't see that he's crazy. You walk out the car and walk into canes and smell fresh food.