Whatever it takes

To Build A Home

Y/N POV:
Billie, and I just got done eating now we're about to watch a movie and chill .

"Hey baby what movie do you want to watch?" I kind of yell asking Billie while she's in the kitchen getting snacks, and drinks

She yells back saying "doesn't matter baby"

Okay welp I guess we're watching Marvel. I'm in love with Scarlett Johansson, but she doesn't know that hhaha

I decided to put on Age of ultron because not only does it have Scarlett in it. It has Elizabeth Olsen too😍

I get the blankets ready, dim the lights, and wait for her to come so I can press play.

She comes in with some takis, cookies, water, and wine.

I get up to help her. I take the snacks from her hand, and kiss her forehead then lips Mm I love them sm I go to kiss her lips again

She giggles , and pushed me away.
We go to lay down. She pours me a glass a of wine while she drinks water. She probably just wants some later

TIME SKIP
We're about 30 minutes into the movie, and she still hasn't drunk any wine.

"Baby?" I ask she responds with a hum

"Do you want me to pour you some wine?" I ask her
She lifts her head up, and says "no I'm fine thank you"

Hun I'm so confused "why baby? I mean I don't mind, but I just curious" I say with a slight laugh

"Well.. it wouldn't exactly be healthy for me right not" she say

"What you mean? You drink it all the time with me baby" I say confused

She smiles, and looks up at me...
"Baby..I'm.." she hesitates

"What is it? Come on mama you can tell me" I encourage her

"...I'm pregnant..." she says

I just stare at her.. what?

"Really baby?" I ask her in disbelief
She then get up, and says

"I'm sorry I understand if you don't want to be with me anymore I'm so sorry I-I should've told you pull out" she rambles

I get up, and shut her off with a passionate kiss

"I love you . We'll raise this baby together, and I'll do anything for you two" I say before getting on my knees

"I promise to protect you, and your mommy until the day I die, and even after that" I say to her belly before kissing it

I look up at her to see with tears in her eyes . I quickly stand "no no baby don't cry" I say while cupping her face

She burst out in tears, and clings onto me as if she were to let go she'd die
I just comforted her by holding her while stroking her hair
Giving her kisses on the crown of her head from time to time

She pulls away, and looks at me in the eyes
"I'm so happy I just love you so much. Everything we dreamed of is falling into place" she says teary eyes

"Don't you dare cry again" I say pointing a finger at her

She laughed , and put her head on my chest
"Hold me" she requested

I do as told then say
"hey Alexa you play To build a home"
The music starts to play

I instantly remembered the time when we were younger in high school.
Us dancing in my kitchen. Swaying to the music.

Not having a care in the world. Only being us
that existed.

I'm going to marry this woman. And sure as hell do it soon. I won't let her slip from me this time

I'm going to grow old with her, have as many kids as she wants, maybe a dog, and a beautiful house

I'll do all I can to make this woman happy.

"I love you-" we both blurt out at the same time
Which us burst out in laughter clutching each other tighter

We pull away just enough to look into each other eyes

It feels like eternity

"Would you ever marry me?" I ask in a soft tone
Barley above a whisper because I'm scared of her answer

She knits her eyebrows together like she was thinking hard

I panic, and say
"I mean it's just- just a thought. I don't want you to think that you have to because you're having my baby- you know what forget it. It was a stupid question sorry-"

She cuts me off kissing me
"I would love to marry you...but"

Uh oh nothing good ever comes from "but"
She doesn't want to marry me
God I'm so stupid why the hell would I ask her that

I'm so caught up in my thoughts until I hear

"Baby  . Get out of your thoughts jeez"

I look at the ground not ready to face the fact that she doesn't want to marry me.

"Baby I promise I love you, and want to be with you..it's just a big question..I'm sorry. I know you're not proposing . You're just asking me, but I honestly don't know right now.."

Ever word literally breaks my heart

I look into her eyes . I start to tear up. I tear away from her grip, and say

"No I understand I'm sorry I sprung it on you"

She try's to reach for me , "y/n-"

I cute her off "no no it's fine I promise I understand. I'm so sorry. Forget I said anything about marriage."
I say moving to sit on the coach

"It's was stupid , and I'm stupid to think we'd have anything more than sex. Hell you probably don't even wanna carry my kid"
I run my fingers through my hair exhaling trying to keep my cool

"Baby if you please just give me time" she starts to say before I cut her off

"Billie I understand you need time. I'll give you that"
I say before getting back up

"I'm going to go pack a bag, and stay somewhere until you make up your mind"
I say

Billie says "baby no you can't leave please. I said I need time not space!"

I turn around
"Exactly you can't have time to think without space Billie . I'll ask Claudia if I can stay for a while"

I walk up to her , and give her a kiss before saying
"I love you so much Billie"

I go pack my things, call Claudia, and then leave

IM SO SORRY GUYS I KNOW I KNOW

BUT I PROMISE THEY WILL END UP HAPPY

IT MUST RAIN BEFORE YOU CAN HAVE A RAINBOW