Me: I'm sorry
[[ H A R R Y ]]
I huff and shove my phone in my jacket. I open the door to my first period classroom and take my seat in back. Usually Louis seats in the fourth row in the back but he isn't today. He's sitting in first row, first seat. Its basically the opposite side of the classroom from me. He doesn't have his phone out like usual.
Because he's not talking to you. He's just sitting with his head on the desk. I cough and move in my seat a bit.
Nothing.
I feel like such an idiot. I should've just told him who I was when I had the chance. I should've just walked up and kissed him at that party. I should've said something that night at Zayn's.
Why should I keep this stupid game going? He will never, ever feel the same way about me. I was foolish to think I could change his mind.
I think it's just time to move on. I've tried everything to get him to change his views on me. There's only so much you can try to do before feeling like you're just riding a dead-end road.
I'm just going to move on. It's plain and simple. If he really cares, he'll make an attempt this time.
Me: hey. sonic after school?
Ed: after you dumped me? no.
Me: I didn't dump you. we weren't together.
Me: besides I missed you babe (:
Ed: fine. you're lucky I love you and I missed you babe <3
Me: i'll meet you out in the parking lot at 3:30?
Ed: ok. now be quiet, class is starting. we have to graduate babe.
[[ L O U I S ]]
Honestly, I'm just really confused right now. I like this guy, yeah, but I can't like him. Like I literally don't know anything about him. I thought this whole secrecy thing was going to be easy, but it's not. I can't explain this feeling I have when I talk to him. I just want to talk to him all day and it's not like it's ever anything super interesting, I just enjoy his company.
I just wish he'd tell me who he is.
I think I just need to move on. I need someone who's here. I need someone who isn't afraid to tell me who they are and isn't afraid to be with me. I just don't think he's worth this back-and-forth game.
Me: aye, sonic after school?
Niall: hell yeah
Me: how are you and Josh?
Niall: fabulous. how are you and your 50-year old serial killer?
Me: i told him i needed space.
Niall: you guys are TEXTING how much more space do you need
Me: shut the fuck up
Niall: MAKE ME
Me: WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO ANNOYING
Niall: WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO BITCHY
Me: HOW DOES JOSH PUT UP WITH YOU
Niall: HOW DO I PUT UP WITH YOU
Me: asshole
Niall: bitch
Me: DON'T YOU HAVE SOMEONE ELSE TO ANNOY
Niall: you texted me first dumbass
Me: shuT UP CLASS IS STARTING
Niall: DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO
Me: WHY DOES ALL OF OUR CONVERSATIONS TURN INTO INSULTS
Niall: BECAUSE FUCK YOU
Me: loser
Niall: emo
Me: try my life
Niall: rED ALERT TEACHER RUN BISH RUNNNNNNNNN
Me: Niall?
Me: Niell?
Me: Niothy?
Me: you did not get your phone taken away
Me: i s2g
Me: Niall James you didn't
Me: god dammit
Me: who's going to entertain me now?
Me: WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME
Me: THANKS
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