Vinnie hacker imagines i think?

Shamed ^

TW! slutshaming, bodyshaming, sh, hate in general, screaming, crying, arguing, mentions of smut

extra tw renata

Y/n's POV:

I woke up seeing an empty spot in bed, Vinnie probably is downstairs but eh. I go downstairs because theres nothing to do in vinnies room lol, immediately thomas comes up to me. "Hey Y/n we have a new member today" Although i love this place i hate having to keep a smile on for every person. Most of the time i dont mind "Oh! cool" i say smiling. "The only thing is you might not like them.."

what was that supposed to mean? "Oh? well who is it?" "renata.." It all started when Renata started to comment on vinnies tiktoks i mean usually i wouldnt care but it got too far at a point
she would say things such as "just fuck me already" or "wtf is that fat bitch doing" and shit like that. vinnie never really knew bc he had dealt with this before w the 12 yr olds so sooner or later he stopped looking at his comment section

"oh.." maybe she changed? i mean it was like two months ago but who knows. "good morning love" i hear coming our way. "morning vin" honestly dk what im gonna do but ill just be nice yk.

i walk into the room with vinnie and renatas already eyeing him. idk what to do if im being completely honest. her eyes switch almost immediately as i go to sit down. "hi vinnie" she said in a weird tone. "hi" he said not interested lmao, we all sat in the uncomfortable silence waiting for someone to start a conversation. "So Renata this is vinnie and y/n" i say hi but due to my morning voice its right above a whisper. she ignores it. i dont think much of it yk. everyone leaves the room leaving me renata vinnie jett and jack. "so how are you?" "good" she says in a not so pleasant way. "so why are you dressed like that?" she asks "renata.." jack says warning her. "what do you mean?" i ask genuinely confused. "i'm wearing a crop top and sweatpants idk what's wrong w it" i mean am i wrong though. "youre dressed like a slut" "renata!"

everyone including her knew that i have been mentally abused by my mom until the age of 14. slut shamed, bodyshamed, and just mentally destructive. it caused to many things such as sh and just more disgusting stuff.

"wtf renata you can't just say that" vinnie says immediately wrapping his arms around me. i want to say smtg but atp im at the verge of tears. i walk out of the room excusing myself and go upstairs into vinnies and my room on my bed. i hated today i didnt even wanna get out of bed but i just had to, didnt i. im gaining weight and its so disturbing and i hate it. i. hate. it.

my thoughts got interrupted by knocks on the door "y/n? are you in there baby?" i wanna say smtg but my voice would crack and it would just make everything worse. "baby i'm coming in" i hear the door open i have no energy to move now theres tears dropping. i feel a dip on the bed, vinnies arm just laying across me trying to comfort me. "why would she say that"
"i don't know my love, but i'll make sure she stays away from you"
"thank you vin"
"of course i love you"
"i love you too"
we ended up sleeping but i didn't really mind cause i barely got any sleep that night

a/n: ok so first chapter, someone please tell me how i did or anything to help and give me some suggestions