Ok so I know the last thing you probably want to read is a rant, but I need to get this stuff out of my system and since no one reads this anyways, I decided to do it here.
Over the past month I have done ALOT of things that would normally make any teenage girl the happiest person alive. I've gone to to the Kids Choice awards and seen my favorite Band ((5 Seconds Of Summer)) live front row and had my three favorites ((Michael Luke and Calum) wave, smile, and wink at me. I saw Nick Jonas that night along with Iggy Azalea and got drenched in slime. But after that day, I was still as sad as I always am.
Just last week I went to American Idol and saw more artists perform as well as contestants.
It was extremely fun, but I still felt like shit.
I just hate how I can do things that make me happy and still not feel as happy as I should. I'm tired of being constantly put down by myself and I can't stand being so depressed and anxious.
I'm sorry it wasn't Much but I'm kinda upset so I don't make sense or have any idea what I'm trying to say.
Have a nice Day/life xx
~Amy
