𝙆𝙖𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙧 '𝙨 𝙍𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙚

18

"Yk i came here to do my work not talk about my boyfriend" i said trying to make a copy of some papers

"I'm just tryna worn you. Something off about him"

"Like what"? i made a face

"He weird. I can't explain what it is but something wrong"

"Whatever" i waved off Carlos

"You just too blinded by love to see he got problems"

"How would you know he got problems"? i made a face

"Please don't tell me you did a background check on my boyfriend" i sighed

"Look"

I sat down and grabbed his computer

"Okay it's telling me shit i already know" i said

It's all about how many times he been in juvie and why

About him not taking his medicine

Medical history blah blah blah ... shit i already know

"He came from a very rough background, let's not judge him because for one you don't know him" i said giving it back

"Always tryna find the good in people. That shit gone get you hurt Spirit"

"Look, he makes me happy. Despite the times we argue, he always try his best to be there for me and i try my best to be there for him"

"When you say argue, you mean regular argue or toxic argue"?

"I don't think that's any of your business"

"He told you all about his disorders"?

"Yea" i trailed off

"Hmh, read this"

I grabbed the computer again and started reading a case on why he went to juvie when he was 15

Wtf ..

Trespassing lead to a dead cat

Okay ..

"Okay what"? i made a face

"All the signs of a killer"

"Bro what"? i made a face

"You trippin hard rn" i shook my head getting up

"That don't even make sense, you pulled that out of yo ass"

"I knew you was jealous but this not something to play about"

"I'm just joking ... for the most part. He not a killer but something really wrong with him"

"Why nobody can't be happy i found somebody that makes me happy .. literally that's all i ask for and i thought maybe you could've been happy for me but i guess not" i said

"Spirit i am happy you found someone that makes you happy .. but is he really somebody for you"? he made a face making me sigh

"Yes, why do i have to keep repeating myself"? i frowned cleaning up my desk

"Trying to paint him as someone he not isn't right and i'm sorry. I just want the best for you. I see you do look happy but—"

"But nothing. I get it yall don't wanna see me happy"

"Nobody's saying that Spirit"

"That's what your implying. You've known me since forever, you know i haven't truly been happy since my brother died, then my momma then my sister. You know all the shit fucked me up, i'm ngl we have our moments where we fight but at the end of the day we make up and we apologize. I know he loves me .. he wouldn't lie"